Atashi No Sekai

Two Different Directionf For two Diff Types Of ppl

2007-04-23T20:49:00.000-07:00

CLOSED

いやああああ～

2007-04-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

もう一度、日本語をタイプーすることができます！嬉しいですね。。^^
今、私は忙しい女です。プロジェクトが在るから！火曜日が待てないんだ。火曜日、プロジェクトを提出しなければならない。提出してから後一週間は休みです。休みに、二つブログスキンを作って、顔をきれいさせて。なぜ？もちろん。。彼のために！
さあ、これからもっともっと頑張らなければならない！
彼がよく凄く寂しい。。;O;

Spare me! (writing in his style practice #2)

2007-04-12T02:37:00.000-07:00

6.44pm
Perhaps the knowledge of how much I miss you eludes you
perhaps you do know, but chose to ignore
or has fear and doubts of me found its way to you?

Hark how my heart sings at your brief appearance yesterday! As quickly as you have appeared, you were gone, leaving me unable to deal with the instantaneous transition between exhilaration and utter morose.
You came at the right time, to give me enough virdue to carry out my task well, but barely after a sentence, you're no longer around. I can only futilely soloquize entreatments to you not to be so merciless, and to spare a thought for me.
I'll hang on.
I don't know if it'll be five or twelve days to our next meeting, but I'll hang on.
This feeling that nobody knows, must stay hidden, lest history repeats itself. I want no avoidance of me from you because it is you, your appearance that makes everything so much better, so much more bearable.

How can such exquisite artistic and linguistic abilities exist in one? he isn't of the fairest countenance, but his altitudinous physiognomy exudes some form of security.
He's so sweet and gentle, never once threatening me or snatching my things and it is through treatment like this that brings out the femininity in me.
How can I expect to be gentle and benign to people who give me no chance to display such hidden attributes that i surprisingly , DO embody?

Writing in His Style Practice #1

2007-04-08T20:04:00.000-07:00

12.51pm
With no reference to the title

How come w-inds. is always able to encapsulate my feelings so subtly in their lyrics?

PROOF:
Even if i seek you, my thoughts do not reach you
Even if i believe my wish doesn't come true
I should have known this, but somehow I continued waiting
- Yakusoku No Kakera

Can you hear me?
Cuz i want you to color my world
In my dried up world
It's always only you that appears so vibrant
- Color me

Tell me why? You always sneak up on me unnoticed
You're reflected in everything I see
On that day I swore I don't need love but somehow...
-Drive-Me-Crazy

Even if we're separated faraway,
In the passing nights, i look only at you
- Celebration

Over and over I look in your eyes
Always, like now
Let the both of us put these senseless words in order
Over and over I look in your heart
Like these endless thoughts.
In love, and with love, I'll tell you
I'll be there
-I'll Be There

I've been waiting for this time
The love that I've never seen starts to overwhelm me
We can celebrate us
So that the hopes that grew in the inner parts of my heart can be fulfilled
This time~Negai~

Part Two: With Reference to The title

Four days ago I recall, an immense task befell me. Much as I would like adjourn its commencement,my conscience mercilessly taunted me. I decided that the only way out was escapism and so I decided to embark on a long halfway across the world from my current location before retiring to my abode. The journey was somewhat monotonous, but with a book telling of the tale of Hamlet from the eyes of another, I eschewed the clutches of boredom, and 12 chapters were soon devoured by me in the span of approximately an hour and a half.
I soon came to a familiar yet foreign land- the land of residence of he who had stolen my heart. 'To be or not to be', within me, a dissension ensued. Should i take this risk and go for it? If i did, the glimmer of hope shines brighter than ever before and yet........it is probable a meeting could arouse suspicion and obliterate what little chance there is left.Or should I just be content that for this short while, I'm within his vicinity? Time did not wait for me to make my decision and before I realized it, the horizon of this land bids me farewell as my abode draws closer with every passing second.Eventually, i returned to my chamber, my exhausted body sprawled on my bed. I could not bring myself to think about my task now, but rather thoughts of him overwhelmed me and once more, I found myself afflicted by the malady of longing.
He is one who longs for true love; I'm one who shuns it.
e's a quiet thinker; I'm a garrulous churl (though i do embody more intelligence than some!)
And yet..his gentleness and intelligence draws me to him and brings forth the feminity in me, for if i allowed myself to appear rustic in his presence, it would only elicit from him, distaste for me. I think of him constantly, and when I do, I always wonder if he, too, thinks of me, or if he knows i'm thinking of him. If he ever discovered of my feelings of him, what would the outcome be? Would he deem it an insult and treat me with scorn? Or would he be flattered?

Oh the sorrow!

2007-03-31T10:00:00.000-07:00

Chatting with my Tree-chan now =D
Chatting with her just makes everything seem better. She's telling me all sortsa stuff i should do but those arent feasible options when I don't even know him very well!
PLEASE COME ONLINE SOON. I think I'm going mad. I don't ever want the day to come when I lose control and text him 'accidentally' on the pretext of an accident and if he asks me how i got his number I'll think up some crappy excuse. I don't wanna start going his district of residence and loiter around and 'accidentally' run into him (cuz he lives REALLY far and he knows I don't live anywhere near him)
BUT srsly, everything just seems so meaningless w/o him. He's starting to interact with the harem of pretty girls from school and of course i can't expect him to stay celibate forever. That's too selfish of me. But he has no idea how much of an impact he has made with regards to my life.

OHMYGAWD

2007-03-30T09:35:00.000-07:00

HE PLAYS THE PIANO TOO??!!!!!!!!!
OHMYFRICKINGAWRSH..seriously, when will his endless list of talents ever come to an end?
The fact that he can play the piano has further added on to my current dilemma. *facepalm*
Loadsa issues plaguing me right now and I feel kinda lost, just like the time when I received my o level grades. One moment i feel like i should go ahead with my plans, and the next, I think that staying put is kinda manageable. I really don't know. Everything that is offered doesn't seem to juxtapose with my interests.
I know i sound kinda vague here but there's this innate tendency barring me from sharing my life with ppl who are non w-inds. lovers.

To dream that you are searching for something, signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. You may be searching for a solution to a problem

No prizes for guessing what, or who I was searching for in my dream. Sigh..Lachrymose stung me when I awoke and I began to realize how important his presence was to me.

To dream that you are in school, signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. It may relate to anxieties about performance and abilities. You may also be going through a "spiritual learning" experience. If you are still in school and dream about school, then it will naturally serve as a backdrop to your dream world. Alternatively, a dream that takes place in school may be a metaphor for the lessons that you are learning from your waking life.

And today, i dreamt that i spoke with him, in school. Stuff happened (I aint gona elaborate It's not because I do not want to but it's because I don't want to share the occurrences in my life with non w-inds. lovers) and once more, I awoke with the same feeling as yesterday and the fact that i would not be seeing or hearing from him or an entire month set in.
Everything has been so psychologically taxing and seriously, I would like it really much if i were able to talk to him just once. Like I've mentioned before, talking to him puts me at rest and it gives me motivation to soldier on. Just like what happened during P1. (<--not gonna elaborate for obvious reasons!)
I feel so alone w/o him. I enjoyed his company immensely and now, endless lamentations come pouring in as i question why its duration was as such. We completed our final products in 3 hours; is there a need for four days to do it? i mean, in secondary school, we had to do it in 2 hours!
I managed to get my hands on his number through illigitimate means..meaning, he doesn't know I've got his number and I can't msg him.
Just let me talk to him once......just once. It'll do so much to alleviate my yearning and give me the virdure to carry on.

Ramblings Of A Lovesick Ingenue

2007-03-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

1.06am
It's been a week. ONLY a week and yet, it feels like forever.
"Destiny beckons" as Vanessa has quoted but how much truth does this statement hold?
Conceivably, earlier, destiny did beckon in a way. I mean, we sat next to each other practically every day, got placed in the same group thrice, and I had the priviledge of being able to read his innermost thoughts, achieved through legitimate means, of course.
I had taken the effort to look nice on the last day we were to meet, and I had imagined it to be a day where no words were permitted to be exchanged between us.
How wrong i was, when our conversation(s) spanned the entire lesson!
The manner of which his speaks accompanied by the way he perceives various issues was very engaging indeed. Intently, I listened as he gave his anecdotes on Venice and the elaborated on the spate of events which took place during June 06 and january 07 (of which i had inquired when i came across ..........are you a w-inds. lover? if you're not, then you don't get the full story. go to www.hanamuke.blogspot.com and turn yourself into a w-inds. lover)
We were the only remnants of the class due to the fact that the others couldn't wait to to embrace the freedom that lay behind those doors and were thus vehemently vying for their works to be assessed first.
And for the first and probably last time, WATASHI TACHI WA BASU-TEI E ISSHONI ARUITA (once more, non w-inds. lovers do not get the whole story)
One week down, three to go. If i went 2 months 3 weeks and 4 days without seeing the guy i liked back then, I'm sure I'll be able to get through this one month although, no doubt, it's gonna be arduous, like my state of mind during class today. (not gonna elaborate here! non w-inds. lovers do not get to know what happens to me!)
Why doesn't he ever come online ever? Even when he does, it's just a couple of sentences before he announces that he has to go. Goodness, I wish there was some way for me to reach him..sigh
His book is no longer with me and there's nothing to replicate his presence. It would be nice if somehow, I get a message from him via any form of communication medium. It would surely do much to mitigate the caliginosity and fervent yet aching ardor which ravages me from the depths of my heart. His somewhat esoteric nature is fascinating and it draws me closer to him, perpetuating the desire to want to know him better.
For his sake, I went of to watch a movie on my own, knowing that he wanted to catch it. For his sake, I've ceased to write in slang. For his sake, I've decided to speak English properly. After all, would a deep person like him take any interest in someone who appears brainless?
Because of him, i've rekindled my love for reading and Wuthering Heights and Phantom Of The Opera are at the top of my agenda.
'A sick feeling haunted me to the depths of my stomach. I was forced to face how lonely a person I had become'
This was a line from his journal, and it tugged at my heartsrings. He's the nicest guy I've ever met in my entire 18 years of life and I'm dismayed by the fact that he isn't well received just because he isn't as outgoing as others. I hope he isn't lonely anymore. After all he's met a coupla girls from CW aka me, Yumi and Charissa.
I should be going to bed now. Whatever it is,
ITSUDEMO KIMI WA WATASHI NO OMOI NI IRU
ITSUDEMO KIMI NO TAME NI INOCHI IRU
Tada..watashi ni wasurenai..

Wuthering Heights

2007-03-27T08:24:00.000-07:00

11.48pm
In an attempt to smart myself up and project an image of having depth and intelligence, I've decided to start reading classics.
As of today the book of which i've started to voraciously devour page after page is Wuthering Heights.
The language used in the book is that of olden English; English so profound that I had trouble comprehending its content and every page contains at least a word i have never seen before.
In addition, I've borrowed a book from the fantasy genre (his favorite genre!) and another which integrates both romance and fantasy.
Hopefully my spoken and written English improves by leaps and bounds.
Goodness me, I wouldn't want to continue speaking in the unintelligible 'language' known as SINGLISH which only serves to make its speakers look uncouth and illiterate (as i believed I've mentioned in one of the afore-mentioned entries).

If...

2007-03-26T07:46:00.000-07:00

すべて　モノクロに見えるんだよ
subete MONOKURO ni mierunda yo
君があの日　この街を出てから
kimi ga ano hi kono machi wo dete kara
嘘の笑顔で　何も言えないで
uso no egao de nani mo ienai de
後ろ姿を見てただけの僕よ、どうして？
ushiro sugata miteta dake no boku wa, doushite?

I see everything in MONOCHROME
because you've departed from this town
Why is it that I'm the only one looking back
with a fake smile, unable to say anything?

例えば今　時間を
tatoeba ima jikan wo
戻すことが出来たら
modosu koto ga dekitara
壊れるほど　抱きしめて
kowareru hodo dakishimete
キスしよう
KISU shiyou

If time
could be turned back
Embrace each other til we weaken and
let's kiss

夢を追い掛けた君は　きっと
yume wo oikaketa kimi wa kitto
もっと綺麗になっているんだろうね
motto kirei ni natte irun darou?
いつか会えたなら　ただ一言だけ
itsuka aetara tada hitoko dake
イイ男になったねと言われたい　本気さ
ii otoko ni natta ne to iwaretai honki sa

You'd chase you dreams and surely
become more beautiful, isn't it?
Should we meet someday, one thing i want you to say with honesty is
"You've become a better man" (Or in my case, woman)

例えばもし　時間を
tatoeba moshi jikan wo
早く進められても
hayaku susumeraretemo
今の僕じゃ　君には
ima no boku ja kimi ni wa
会えないよ
aenai yo

If time
could be fast forwarded
I wouldn't be able to meet you
as i am now

10年後には　どこにいるの？
Ju nen go ni wa doko ni iru no?
君の笑顔　そのままで
kimi no egao sono made
いつまでも
itsumade mo

in 10 years time, where would you be?
I hope that your smile remains like this
always.

例えば　ここで
tatoeba koko de
僕が　鳥になれたら
boku ga tori ni naretara
君の隣り　届けよう
kimi no tonari todokeyou
Thank You & Good-Bye

If i should turn into a bird,
here, right now,
I will send to your side a
Thank you and Goodbye

The feeling of having to wait, or simply not being able to be near or see him is absolutely tormenting.
Longing tears through me inside as I sigh heavily reminiscing those short 9 days we've had with each other. I'm thankful to God for letting me meet him, a devout christian, someone who is able to bring out the best in me and whose presence alone is able to set me in a state of tranquility and subdue my impetuous disposition.
I could be running to and fro, internally spasming with anxiety, heart pounding and adrenaline levels going haywire, and yet, the mere sight of him causes everything to come to a halt. A blush creeps up my cheeks as I begin to converse with him, powerless against that bashful smile that has gathered itself on my face and refuses to go away.
My arsenal of rancorous remarks dissipates as feelings of amore flood me.
I had become, dare I say it, FEMININE. It's as though it's some female intuition that instinctively manifests itself whenever one's object of affection is within the vicinity.
Had i not entered this wretched institution, would i have met him?
Had I been allocated the subject of my choice , would I have met him?
I thank God for the occurrence of events which had allowed me to meet and get closer to him a la 21 Matrch 07. this day had been poles apart from what I had imagined it to be.
Perhaps when bad things happen, I shouldn't despair, because it seems, that more often than not, something good will come out of it.

TWO VERY BEAUTIFUL W-INDS. SONGS I JUSt HAFTA TRANSLATE AND SHARE WITH EVERYONE

2007-03-25T08:37:00.000-07:00

11pm
風詩 (Kazauta; Song of the wind) (<--CLICK TO LISTEN)

あの日からまるで　抜け殼みたいさ
ano hi kara marude nukegara mitaisa
空っぽの中身は　何処にいる？
karappo no naka mi wa doko ni iru
君を見送った　場所へと向かって
kimi wo miokutta basho eto mukatte
気付けば１人で　歩いていた
kizukeba hitori de aruiteita
居るはずのない　君の横顔を探して
iru hazu no nai kimi no yokogao wo sagashite
溜め息が　僕を現実に連れ戻すんだ
tameiki ga boku wo genjitsu ni tsure modosunda

Ever since that day, I seem to be in a shell
What's within that body of emptiness?
I face towards the place where I saw you off
When I realized it, i was walking alone
I searched for your smile which i should not expect to exist
and my sigh accompanies and returns me to reality

Never Say Good-Bye　消せないよ
never say goodbye kesenai yo
映るもの全てに君がいる　だから　Oh Never…
utsuru mono subete kimi ga iru dakara Oh never
Missin' you　この街が　この指が
Missing you kono machi ga kono yubi ga
ぬくもりを覚えているから　Don't leave me alone…
nukumori wo oboeteiru kara Don't leave me alone

Never say goodbye I can't make it disappear
because you're reflected in everything Oh never
Missing you, This town and this finger
remembers the warmth so Don't leave me alone

お揃いにしていた　この腕時計が
osoroi ni shite ita kono udedokei ga
捨てられず今も　そのままで
suterarezu ima mo sono mama de
男のほうが　引きずるなんて
otoko no hou ga hikizuru nante
よく言われたけど　本当だね
yoku iwareta kedo hontou da ne

Those matching watches that we wore
Even now, I'm unable to throw it away as it is
'Men are the ones who drag it on'
I've been told many times, but its true

時を刻むその音が　僕を責めるように
toki wo kizamu sono oto ga boku wo semeru you ni
想い出にするには　早過ぎると叫ぶんだ
omoide ni suru ni wa hayasugiru to sakebunda

It's as though the sound that carves out time is condemning me
I cried out that it was too early for it to be turned into memories

Never Say Good-Bye 教えてよ
never say goodbye oshiete yo
幾つの季節を乗り越えたらいいの？　Oh Never
ikutsu no kisetsu no norikoetara ii no? Oh never
Tell me why　こんなにも　秒速で
Tell me why konna ni mo byousoku de
まだ君を好きになってゆくんだ Don't leave me…
mada kimi wo suki ni natte yukunda don't leave me…

never say goodbye Tell me
how many seasons am I supposed to gotten over? Oh Never
Tell me why even like this every second
I still carry on loving you Don't leave me

ずっと愛は永遠に続くものだと　誓った２人だけど…
zutto ai wa eien ni tsuzuku mono dato chikatta futari dakedo…

The both of us swore to always carry on this love forever but...

I will say Good-Bye
1度しか言わないから　届けてよ
ichi shika iwanai kara todokete yo

I will say goodbye
I will only say it once, so please let it be delivered

Dry my tears　聞こえるかい？
Dry my tears kikoeru kai?
精一杯の強がりを風に乗せて　Oh Never…
sei ippai no tsuyogari wo kaze ni nokosete oh never
Song for you　もう１つ　伝えたい
Song for you mou hitotsu tsutaetai
君だから愛せたんだよと　I'm proud of my love…
kimi dakara aisetanda yo to I'm proud of my love
嘘じゃない　２人で過ごした日々は今も胸に　Oh Never…
uso ja nai futari de sugoshita hibi wa ima mo mune ni oh never
Time goes by　閉じた瞳[め]に　いつでも
time goes by tojita me ni itsudemo
君の笑顔があればいいから　So, I say Good-Bye…
kimi no egao ga areba ii kara so i will say good bye.

Dry my tears, can you hear?
Let the wind carry away the best of my strength
Song for you, once more I wanna tell you
Because of you, I was able to love, I'm proud of my love
It's not a lie the days that we spent are now in my heart oh never
Time goes by, whenever i close my eyes
your smiling face should be there So i will say goodbye

影法師 ( Kageboushi; Silhouette) (<--CLICK TO LISTEN)

She… she is a memory
あの日最後に
ano hi saigo ni
もう一回君は手を振ってた
mou ikkai kimi wa te wo futteta
また翌日[あした]も二人
mata ashita mo futari
会えるみたいに
aeru mitai ni
…夕陽が怖いほど赤くて
...yuuhi ga kowai hodo akakute

She..she is a memory
at the end of that day
you waved once
as though the both of us
will meet again tomorrow
...and the sunset is painfully red
(OH MY FREAKIN GAWRSH THIS STANZA IS TOTALLY DESCRIBING THE SCENE AFTER SCHOOL ON 21st MARCH)

In my life
In everything I do
影がのびる
kage ga nobiru
今も君が待つ気がする
ima mo kimi ga matsu ki ga suru
In my dreams
歩いてゆこう
aruite yukou
あの日の向こう
ano hi no mukou
今はまだ誰も愛せないなら
ima made dare mo aisenai nara

In my life
In everything i do
The silhouette extends
Even now, I feel that you will wait
In my dreams
I start to walk
towards that day
Right now, i'm unable to love anyone else

今日も西に陽は傾き
kyou mo nishi ni you wa katamuki
僕の影法師、ひとつ。
boku no kageboushi hitotsu
光る川面[かわも] 金の路地
hikaru kawamo kin no roji
君のいない日々 …それでも
kimi no inai hibi ...soredemo
時々世界はきれいで
tokidoki sekai wa kirei de

Today, once more, the sun sets in the west
and my silhouette, just one.
The shining river is a golden lane.
Even on the days without you,
the world is sometimes beautiful

In my life
In everything I do
涙流し
namida nagashi
そして強くなる昨日より
soshite tsuyoku naru kinou yori
For myself
受け入れよう
ukeire you
ありのままの現在[いま]を
ari no mama no ima wo
そう君を愛してたように
sou kimi wo aishite you ni

In my life
in everything I do
The tears flow
and I become stronger than yesterday
For myself
I will accept
The fact of the present
yes, like the way i love you

…君ならそう言う
…kimi nara sou iu

...you would have said that

Everywhere I go…
In my life
In everything I do
影がのびる
kage ga nobiru
あの日僕に手振った君の
ano hi boku ni te futteta kimi no
In my dreams
歩いてゆこう
aruite yukou
あの日の向こう
ano hi no mukou
いつかまた誰か愛せる日まで
itsuka mata dare ka aiseru hi made

Everywhere i go...
In my life
In everything i do
the silhouette extends
On that day you waved to me
In my dreams
I start to walk
towards that way
towards the day when i'm able to love someone

…そう君を愛してたように
...sou kimi wo aishiteta you ni

...like the way i loved you

2007-03-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

9.14pm
*cries*
*weeps*
*sniffle*
I think I've gone insane. i can't stop thinking about him!! if i haven't seen him for only a day and already the feeling of longing is furiously comsuming me, how am I gonna survive without seeing him for days, weeks and even months? I don't wanna resort to stalker-ish means a la checking out his timetable and ACCIDENTALLY happen to be walking past his classroom just when his lesson ends and he steps out.
How fatuous. I've only known him for a month and I'm already so captivated by him. I'm trying to change myself for his sake cuz he's such a wonderful person and I most certainly do not want him to cringe in disgust at the sight of me. he isn't like Kaiyin or Owyong. Kaiyin wanted to look at my phone but I wouldn't let him and so he attempted to snatch it from me, threatening to split my phone into half in the process. Owyong 'cheated' me into showing him my neocards. but he's so different. He wanted to look at something of mine but i said no cuz I thought that it was retarded. he said that its okay.. and so he took hold of ..that thing he wanted to look at and a while later, I took it back cuz i felt really foolish to have a person with such a profound command of English look at something done by me. Did he attempt to snatch it away from me, tearing my paper in d process? No. Did he go "LET ME SEE LAH!" ? No. In fact , he did not bother me about it until we both realized that he HAD to look at it. So before i let him see it and divulged a pprofusion of disclaimers at him. Did he go "YEAH LAH!!" ? No. Instead he went "Yes I know you rushed this out today. I understand" OH MY GOODNESS, Someone make the palpitation of my heart subside please! How can any guy who's so nice exist? And it's not just in real life. One night, i was expressed my worry to him via msn about not being able to complete my work and he didn't command me to go and get started immediately. In its stead, he tried to alleviate my anxiety.
I realise that as days pass us by, the depth of love for him overtures into something so overwhelming that I deem myself as unworthy at times.
- I totally agree with the girl who said this.
I'm not supposed to fall in love! Yet again, I've betrayed my principles, but it's not like i can help it. sigh..after nine happy months of being crush-less, does this signify the return of the vicious cycle?

OHMYGAWWWWDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

2007-03-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

10.41pm
I AM SO HAPPY x287434840019389484897489749875987689
I can't say why because you readers are probably non w-inds. lovers and non w-inds. lovers do not get to read about my life.
So if u wanna know what happened, go to www.hanamuke.blogspot.com, turn yourself into a w-inds. lover and lemme know and I'll tell you the entire story. All i can say is GOD IS GOOD. He is able to turn things round for us.
OHMYGAWDDDDDDD.... I need to flail to someone before i burst.
VANESSA!! TERESA!!! WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU???!!!!!
(van, i didnt follow the script ^^;; but trust me, after hearing what happened, you'll NOT reprimand me for failing to do so! ^__~)
*glomps Tree-chan and Van*

X3

2007-03-19T00:38:00.000-07:00

3.38pm
I SAW HIM JUST NOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~~
here was what happened.
me being the person in charge of doing all sortsa manual work for my project group, obviously has to be the one running here and there, photocopying stuff, buying stuff, yada yada.
i was told to go to a lab on the 6th floor to get something scanned but twice i went there, the computer of which the scanner was linked to was being used by other ppl. so i hadta go down to the 4th floor to scan the stuff. After finishing everything, i went to the lift to go back to the 6th floor but I'm wasn't wearing my glasses so i took the lift that was going down instead of up, cuz i can't see the arrows w/o my glasses duh!
i pressed the button for the sixth floor but some guy (who's my friend's friend) pressed the buttom for the first floor and told me "the lift's going down" to which i just smiled wryly. no wait. i just set my lips in a straight line.
so anyway the lift reached the first floor and WHO SHOULD ENTER BUT HIM. Waaaaaaaaa~ OHMYGAWD at that moment i was like "OH GOD THANK YOU!!" X)))))))))))))
So we just smiled and greeted each other and talked about the final assignment and i got so engrossed talking to him that when the lift reached the sixth floor, pressed the 'door close' button and went back to the third floor and i decided to just climb the stairs up. i forgot to mention that after he walked outta the lift i looked at my reflection in the mirror in the lift and my face was RED!!!!!
Oh My GOODNESS i sure hope he doesn't notice!!!!!!!!
I was so happy i decided to dress nicely for school today even though i knew that the chances of me seeing him were slim as hell.
BUT I DID SEE HIM AND JKFRHSJRGHDKJGHTHFGXHDFL I GUESS IT PAYS TO LOOK NICE AFTER ALL.
Today was a good hair day (hair looks slightly browner and wavier), good skin day (well, almost. My blemishes were well hidden by my hair and my face looks pinker) ) nice outfit day (cute black and white top, white skirt, silver sandals)
and I SAW HIM~~~~~~
i smiled like a freak as i trotted back to the comp lab and smiled some more as i cut the stickers
lalalalalalalala~ For a moment i feel so blessed and happy.
Tree-chan, i may not be able to console you, but I'm your ranting partner and you can rant your heart out to me! Cuz we're ranters and ranters should stick together! Like you said, its good to geddit outta your system. It's the least i could do for you seeing how talking to you always makes me feel better. I hope you don't think i'm a lousy friend. >.<
~~Richard is so goodlooking *A* BUT I WON'T HAVE DESIGNS ON HIM!!!~~

English

2007-03-16T23:28:00.000-07:00

4.27pm
I have been berating my rl friends of late.
This is because I feel that it's time for me to be honest. I can't keep up this masquerade forever just so that i'd fit in and be a part of em.
Firstly, I'm an English speaking person. i'm NOT an advocate of speaking in Singlish though my archives prove otherwise. Why did i write in such blatant Singlish sprinkled with GENEROUS amounts of profanities?" BECAUSE. I .WANTED. TO. FIT. IN.
Apparently, writing in such language was deemed to be 'real' and 'interesting' whereas writing in perfect English would cause ppl to think that I was trying to show off or whatever.
I've only started to write perfect English cuz that Keita looalike aka 'Keitachi' whom i've had a minor crush on a coupls months ago was a westernized person. Also, Im pretty sure if i were to become a translator/ interpreter in future, the use of singlish would surely be prohibited.
One more reason being, Mai and Tree-chan live in the States and Canada respectively, meaning that they write in perfect English. If I were to write in Singlish as i talk to them, they're probably gonna think that i'm uncouth and illiterate or something. NO I am not conforming to peer pressure here. I've ALWAYS wanted to write in standard English, only I didn't cuz i did not wanna stick out.
I was kinda appalled when I read that Eddie got an A2 for his English. I..lost..to a GAY GUY??????
Think, if i had written in the manner that I do now during my secondary school days, I am pretty sure I coulda gotten an A2 for my English cuz practice makes perfect and if i keep writing in perfect English, somehow during the exam i'll be able to write EVEN better.
What i mean is, I used to blog in Singlish. But i write pretty well during English exams that caused me to top the class for 8 years.
So if i blog in good English, the standard of my writing during examinations would go up even further, would it not?
Blame peer pressure.
Blame the fact that i wanted to fit in, which jeopardized the standard of my English.
Blame the friends that i've made. They're wrong. ALL WRONG.
I don't exist to them and they make me feel lousy about myself.
I love my Tree-chan who boosts my self esteem, my Mai-Unnie who's honest with me and yet nice at the same time cuz she understands how i feel.
Richard, for being nice and NEVER EVER putting me down.
'Ric', who smiles at me whenever i talk to him, and NEVER EVER putting me down (exactly like Richard. fu fu fu~ )
I'd rather have only four friends who make me feel happy than a plethora of 'friends' who make me feel suicidal.

2007-03-16T10:04:00.000-07:00

MY W-INDS. THANKS TOUR DVD CAME IN TODAY. I LOVE MY MAI-UNNIE SO VERY MUCH INDEED. ♥

I ♥ Teresa too of course. My best ranting partner EVER. Can't live w/o her.

Good lord, some gay guy's bf was jealous that he liked HIM. WHAT?? Oh lemme just provide some names to prevent ppl frm gettin comfused.
Gay guy- Eddie
Gay guy's bf- ylnats
HIM- 'Richard' (since he kinda looks like Richard anyway)
~~hee~ teresa and I have crushes that look alike!~~
So anyway. Ylnats thinks that Eddie likes 'Richard' . Eddie denies it. Well i feel that Ylnats has every right to be so doubtful of Eddie cuz 'Richard' looks a hundred times better than him even though he aint goodlooking. besides, Eddie wouldn't stand a chance w 'Richard' anyway. 'Richard' ain't gay, he wants a GIRLFRIEND, and of course there's ME, whose over-possessiveness will not allow Eddie to get closer to 'Richard'. But........they're in the same class.
'Richard' refers to Eddie as 'The mad guy' lol how i agree!
Next wed will be the last day i see 'Richard'. After that its the holidays for him while im still stuck in school. Sigh.......w/o Richard, school just seems meaningless. there's no motivation to work hard, no motivation to look nice.
But hey, thanks to eddie, ive actually managed to talk to Richard.
Me: Hey i read ur classmate's blog
him: which one?
Me: some gay guy
him: ohh him.
me: i was doing my journal last night, and when i read his blog, it distracted me to much i don't wanna do my journals anymore.
him: its disgusting right?
me: *nods and laughs*
and then we talked a lil more later and Richard actually told me more stuff. It's so unlike Ric to open up and talk like that. As teresa has quoted "you will be able to break down the walls!" Seems that I've taken the first step. Love you , Tree-chan.
And i love the fact that I used to watch anime/ cheesy korean love dramas cuz I've gotten the PERFECT way to hint to Ric that there's a girl out there who deeply admires him aka ME. Its a lil cheesy no doubt, but comeon, wed is presentation day and Ms. Anne will be like "Let's give xxxxx our full attention" thus, gaving me and Ric with no chance to talk.
So what better way to let him know of my thoughts than...........what I've planned? This is were tactfulness and proficiency in English comes in. i've got the latter, but not the former. Demo daijoubu. I'll prepapre everything a coupla days before.
Ylnats is jealous of ric. OMG.
Is it because Ric is taller than you?
Looks better than you?
Has nicer hair than you?
Has prettier eyes than you?
MORE TALENTED THAN YOU?

2007-03-15T03:09:00.000-07:00

Ima no toki: gogo 6.40

MAI-UNNIE, SARANGHEYOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
raishu no suiyoobi wo matasenai!!! x3333

w-inds. no THANKS no dvd wo kitemasu kitemasu kitemasu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahhh matasenai dakara..youtube de Hush..! to Sup Wassup! to Yakusoku no Kakera wo mimashita. WAAAHH CHO KAKOII NA!!! Besshite KEITA.♥
ano kuroi no shatsu...
ano kiniku (<--Keita) ......*^*
Ryo-chan no odorikata ga hontou ni jouzu de kakoii!!!!!
Ryu-chan no kami ga daisuki!

Ahh.. Richard-kun ni livejournal de tomodachi ni natta! ^^V
SAA! ima, Teresa chan wo TETSUDATE!!
iyaaaa~ yube, KARE no shashin wo mimashita. 2 nen mae no shashin. Kowakatta desu ne! shashin wo mi ni ato de, sono kimochi wa..chotto...............
Watashi wa warui hito nan da!

Love is...

2007-03-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

Time: 11.58pm
I was convulsing with joy when I signed in to hotmail and found myself with a message from him.
I never expected him to reply so quickly.
Everytime before our class starts, I go to the ladies, comb my hair nicely , out on my contacts and just basically try to make myself decent before he enters.
I thought that he wasn't the type to care about looks. How wrong I was. i was exposed to a fraction of what goes on in his mind today and i realized that he was the most artistic and person I have ever met. Up to the point where every sentence that he writes comes out sounding like some sorta poem.
If you guys think that my English is superb just because i've topped the class in English for 8 years, let me tell you, I PALE IN COMPARISON TO HIM.
The stuff that he writes carries so much emotion and maturity. he's pretty lonely in a sense and I wanna be the one who gives him the company that he wants. but our thoughts are on such vastly different wavelengths that it is never possible for us to become closer.
He's such a wonderfully talented person. In addition to having exquisite artistic skills, he is very much a writer in his own right. He's a devout Christian with simple ideals and the purest heart you can ever imagine.
A boyfriend to me is an ATM machine, someone whom i can call on on a whim to get me that Private of w-inds. DVD or buy me that Ageha The Document photobook.
And yet..a girlfriend to him, is someone whom he can share more and spend time with, someone whom he could think of and pray for befoe he sleeps. Someone he could care for, make little things for and be cared for in return.
Reading it makes me feel emotional because it causes me see how superficial i am, and next to him, I am almost like a creature devoid of feelings.
I can never be that girl, cuz I am not good enough. Instead of making him happy, I'll only give him misery, and encumble him. As such, I'll admire him from the distance till he gets himself a gf who's truly worth his love. I'll be a little sad no doubt, but I'll definitely be happy for him if he is able to find a girl who can make him happy cuz I know i am not up to it.
I am really really happy for the events that happened that brought us together, for me to have met someone with so much depth and maturity.
Someone with such a pure heart and a sensitive soul.
Everything I've said here is repititive, I know, but these are my true thoughts.
The world could use more people like him.
As i clutched his book and read his entries continuously, the smile that crept up my face wouldn't go away as i read how he mentioned that little phrase I said on our first meeting, and how he describes with exceptionally vivid details, the envionment that he grew up in.
And there's only one day left. After that, who knows if I'll ever see him again? I've got his email and I could add him on msn if i wanted but im contemplating that option. After all, I can't IM him and go "hey can i spam you with w-inds." =/
Now that ive actually counted, the tenth day that we see each other, will be the last. 10. What a round number. *contemplates*

2007-03-12T20:00:00.000-07:00

I feel like I don't know my friends anymore after last night.
they're obsessed with alcohol, wild games and even smoking, for some.
A couple of years ago i wanted to be bad, to be as wild and crazy as i possibly could. but after i fell in love with Ryohei, I wanted to turn myself into an angel. i wanted to be such a good girl that Ryohei would be insane if he didn't like me.
i stopped swearing. I did not want to play crazy games. I did not wanna drink. I made sure my clothes weren't revealing. basically, I just turned into what people define as 'GOODY TWO SHOES'.
I really feel like I don't fit in here anymore. Why can't those people find pleasure in having good clean fun? I HATE the extreme things they do.
Oh gawd..Just let me leave this place. I wanna lose my memory and the misery that comes along with it.
Its disheartening to see how I am never good enough in those people's eyes no matter what i do. It's driving me up the wall i can't stand it.
Mai thinks I'm pretty though im not sure if she's saying that just to console me and dear teresa is nice enough to say "your personality is pretty enough. You can't judge a book by its cover. those who say you're ugly are losers"
Why must i live so far from these ppl who like me for who I am rather than my looks?
Its taxing to have to constantly grapple with feelings of inedequacy and it doesn't help that I blunder so much, he thinks Im a dimwit.
You have no idea whats it like to have to act as though I am happy, when it sucks inside, I can't whine and rant the way i can to Mai and Teresa cuz these ppl in real life would just tell me to stop whining and grow up. they'll think im trying to be emo to get attention and all that. Yes i crave attention and i don't deny that but I can't bottle up these feelings any longer or I'll go berserk!
I wish my friends will stop making me feel ugly and non existent. Friends are supposed to help each other feel better about themselves and it seems that im getting the opposite. I just feel worse and worse about myself whenever im with my friends..can i even call them 'my 'friends' anymore?
talking to teresa helps a lot though. I chatted with her for three hours yesterday and i started off with ranting but left the conversation feeling so much better. She ranted to me too of course, and its nice to have someone with issues that doesn't go along the lines of "OHH I AM GONNA GET FAT AFTER EATING THIS!" "OH MY EYELINER SMUDGED!" "OH MY HAIR IS MESSY!" She has her own insecurity issues about Richard and thats why we're there to talk to and help each other out, not to put each other down.
Don't come and tell me to stop wallowing in self-pity. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.

2007-03-11T11:41:00.000-07:00

i wasn't emo when i wrote the previous post, but now I am.
I hate shopping but half the time I'm pretending that i do just so that I;ll fit in.
I am tired of smiling when i see my friends getting the attention that i crave desperately for.
I HATE GOING OUT WITH GINA LENA AND CHENGYEE CUZ THEY'RE SO GORGEOUS THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH UGLIER THAN I ALREADY AM. (i like them as my friends, i just hate the fact that my ugliness stands out even more when im with them)
I feel so FRICKIN inferior when Im with them.Those smiles you see when Im going out with them are FAKE. i just faked everything so that i wouldn't appear to have a serious case of sour grapes, WHICH, now you know, I DO.
I feel like I'm born in the wrong country, gone to the wrong school and made the wrong friends.
i think, if i were to die now, nobody whould care.
if a pretty girl dies, the guys would grieve. But if an ugly girl dies, who would care?
Why can't you guys like me for my talent? Must I be pretty before i can elicit ANY attention from ANYONE at all? Can't you see how hard I tried to improve my looks so that i can have a bit more attention? i'm driven to desperation. Maybe i should slit my wrist or something.
Screw all those about looks don't matter and all that BECAUSE LOOKS DO MATTER! I daresay I'm more talented than some ppl. BUT I NEVER GET NOTICED. WHY? BECAUSE I AM NOT PRETTY ENOUGH
I'm starting to tear as i write this. Teresa, why must you live so far away? Why can't you live closer to me so that i can talk to you easily?
You're the only one whom i can talk to regarding issues like these. Those friends of mine in real life will never understand my desperation and lack of self-esteem. My friend recently went "WHO WOULD WANT TO SEND YOU HOME?"
He had no idea how hurtful it was for me when he said that.
I don't want to associate with them anymore..
The girls make me feel inferior
the guys make me feel unwanted
Can i just come over to Canada and live with you? I'm pretty sure Richard wouldn't diss me the way the guys in real life do. Even Richard isn't perfect. he has his issues, and he doesn't judge girls but how hot they are. I'm not saying that I'm going to consider him as one of my future suitors (because he's the one you like, duh!) but it would be nice to have a friend like him. To have at least one guy would wouldn't come to me saying "________ IS SO DAMN PRETTY" and causing my self esteem to drop even further than it already is.
I feel like i shouldn't exist here anymore.
I wanna leave here and everyone and everything for good. It's not easy to live here, where everyone is so judgemental.
I can't stand this anymore. I've enough of being rejected by the guys i like. I've had anough of putting up my happy facade because I'm miserable inside and I can't hide it any longer.
I'm tired!
I've had enough!
Teresa......why must you be so far away.....

Ugly is The New Beautiful

2007-03-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

Gone are the days where i lament about my ugliness, where i go in the endless persuit for beauty (which is something that I can only dream about, or abtain through plastic surgery)

Every since the three Divine Princes (affectionately known as w-inds.) came into my life, getting the members of the opposite sex to notice me has been long kicked off my agenda.
I'm too busy engagaing myself in their affairs to even BOTHER about putting on makeup let alone getting guys to notice me.
I used to be miserable, thinking how some of my gorgeous friends have everything without even having to put in as much effort or spending as much money on my face as I do.
I used to cry over how nobody would notice me despite my fervent efforts to get noticed. (going around announcing that i liked Johnie in 2004 was one of the low-down methods i used to get attention. And it worked)
My self-esteem was low as hell and trust me, slitting my wrists did cross my mind a couple of times in sec four when everything was made worse by the fact that they guy i liked dumped me.
I aint like that anymore.
I mean, look, if not for the ugly people like us, those gorgeous ppl wouldn't look as good!
I accepted the fact that If i were meant to look like that no matter what I did, I'll just look like that. No point sacrificing all that cash for futile results when the cash can be used to buy me w-inds. merchandise, MERCHANDISE THAT CAN MAKE ME HAPPY. I became happier in that sense.
Sometimes, when you can't change it, you've gotta accept it. Like how i did. I'm ugly. So what? So all the guys diss me. So what? Will i die by not being attached? Will i die if im not ugly?
Persuit of beauty= misery
w-inds.= happiness.
For me, that is. I'll just fade into oblibvion, watch as my gorgeous friends get all the attention i so desperately wanted, and just be plain ugly Jamie. I'll retreat into my own world where I fangirl over w-inds. or chat with Teresa over our inferiority complexes. I'm happier that way. And talking with Teresa makes me happy, because it allows me to see that not all my friends are so gorgeous , I'll only feel severely inferior when im with them. Teresa wishes she were slimmer. Teresa likes a guy she knows she can never have because he's really really popular with the girls. Teresa feels inferior because of her poor communication skills. See why the both of us are good friends even though we've only known each other for 3 months?
All you gorgeous friends of mine have no idea what it feels like to be ugly.
You never will.
Not that Im sad though. I have w-inds. and Teresa to make me happy.

300

2007-03-10T02:47:00.001-08:00

Just how lethal can the effects of adulation be?

Knowing he wanted to watch the flick, I went to catch it today all by myself so that i would have something to talk about with him.
In this case,the fact that I am 18 and he is not may work to my advantage. That is, if i had the courage and not rely on my friends for cheap tactics a la 5/4/05.

Three days is all that is left. After which all he will become is nothing more than just a memory.

How could this be...

2007-03-09T13:05:00.000-08:00

Crazy for you...　Luv me Crazy...
Crazy for you...　Luv me Crazy...

Tell me why? you always creep up, unnoticed?
You lay hidden in all the things that i see
On that day i swore,
"I do not need love"...but somehow...

You can't disappear, I can't make you disappear
somewhere, you're protected
You were hiding, I knew it
Yes I fall in love
isn't it? Crazy for you

The sound of emotion does not stop
and it dances passionately in the heart
Love is always a parade
Drive Me Crazy
the beginning is always a sudden downpour
At that moment,
it starts to quietly seep into me

Only by calling your name
I become unable to sleep
24 hours pass and a Carnival starts
A chime rings and you're reflected on it
Just for tonight till the next morning...stay with me

I want to see you..but i can't
It's a mirage within my eyes
The VENUS is unreachable and I'm
losing my control
What should i do? crazy for you

The music is resounding
Don't stop the motion
The end of love is a parade Drive me crazy
Always, the end is like
the end of a rainfall
The whirling after-effects
leaves the moment behind as it scatters Luv me crazy

Crazy for you...

The sound of emotion does not stop
and it dances passionately in my heart
Love is always a Parade Drive me Crazy
The music is resounding
Don't stop the motion
Even though people may get hurt,
they continue drowning in love. Luv me crazy

STUPID EFFED UP BIRTHDAY

2007-01-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAYS SHOULD BE FILLED WITH SMILES BUT I SPENT MINE CRYING BECAUSE NOBODY REMEMBERED.
AM I REALLY SO NON-EXISTENT?!!!
IT'S NOT LIKE YOU GUYS DUNNO HOW EVERY YEAR I MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT BECAUSE I AM SO EAGER TO MAKE THIS ONE DAY A SPECIAL DAY FOR MYSELF
LET'S SEE HOW HAPPILY MY BIRTHDAY WENT:
-STAYED UP TILL 430AM TO DO HMWK
-RUSHED TO SCH DO WORK LIKE CRAZY
-HON-YA E IKIMASHITA GORO NI, AITSU WO MITA. ANO OTOKO NI BIRTHDAY WISH WO MORATTA TTE HONTOU NI HOSHII. DEMO KARE GA WATASHI NO NAMAE WO YOBIMASHITA DAKE DA. (I ain't gonna write that in Jap just in case some ppl decide to put it it thru an online translator.)
-GOT DRENCHED IN THE RAIN. WHILE WALKING HOME
SO I WENT TO A VOID DECK AND CRIED UNTIL THE RAIN STOPPED.
SINCE I AM SO NON EXISTENT, I SHALL POOF MYSELF OUTTA YOUR LVES. NEXT YEAR JAN 17 COMES, DUN NEED TO RMB THAT ITS MY BIRTHDAY! NO NEED TO BUY PRESENTS! JUST FORGET THAT JAMIE EVER EXISTED. I SHALL CONTINUE ASSUMING THE IDENTITY OF 'MANAMI' AND SOCIALISE IN MY VIRTUAL WORLD KNOWN AS 'LIVEJOURNAL' WITH TERESA AND TEEJ AND ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS THERE.
GOOD BYE.

Last Post.......probably

2007-01-15T01:44:00.000-08:00

I've decided to end this blog.
Why? Because as i have said before, this blog is meant for the people to read and know what's going on in my life, and the tagboard is there to let me know whether you have visited.
Apparently, no one is reading it except for myself, Gina and Yihong (judging from the tagboard), so whats the point of carrying on?
Gina reads it for her Keita updates but well, Gina you can always go to youtube and watch the stuff yourself or go to his blog and look at his pics.This blog is an avenue for me to show off all sorts of knowledge on w-inds. and brag about all the merchandise I've got but nobody ever responds. Where is the fun in fangirling when you're doing it alone??!!
Unlike livejournal where i can just simply put up a random w-inds. pic and my comment box will be flooded with girls screaming over how cute ryohei looks and how hawt ryuichi is and whatnot.
I have been told that people don't wanna read anymore because of the w-inds. overload. WELL I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT MY LIFE REVOLVES AROUND NOTHING ELSE OTHER THAN W-INDS. THEY ARE MY SOURCE OF INSPIRATION AND JOY AND FOR EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DO , I BASE MY DECISION ON W-INDS. WHICH MEANS THAT THIS BLOG IS 100% W-INDS. WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!
I guess this is the end after 455 entries. Maybe I'll come back and post again.................when i feel like it, which I doubt is anytime soon.

2007-01-13T16:56:00.000-08:00

YOU GUYS KNOW I AM NEVER GENEROUS WITH MY W-INDS. GOODIES BUT I AM NOW FORCING YOU GUYS TO DL THESE GOODIES OR I WILL STRANGLE YOU!!!!!!!!

http://www.sendspace.com/file/e4s15y (<--LINK TO THE HANAMUKE PV. DL AND SEE WHY I HAVE BEEN FLAILING OVER IT)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/8b71o8 (<--LINK TO THE SONG WANT YA!. THIS SONG TOTALLY OWNS MY SOUL. PERIOD)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/11y9ky (<--LINK TO THE SONG WASURE NAGUSA. THE ONLY SLOW SONG AFTER DENY THAT I CAN LISTEN TO AND NOT FEEL LIKE CRYING)

BWAAAAAA HANAMUKE

2007-01-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

OHMYGAWD FLAILS FLAILS FLAILS
I GOT THE HANAMUKE PV WTH WTH WTH WTH I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!
Sadly it's in mp4 format so its kida blur when i play it in full screen but its okay! Im downloading the torrent frm a SECRET WEBSITE WHERE I GET ALOT OF W-INDS. GOODIES FROM.
OH MY GAWD. THE PV IS SOOOOOOOOOOO AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL, its kinda like the Izayoi No Tsuki / Ageha sort. Yeah..mostly outdoors and all that. Yeah!
Hanamuke sounds and has lyrics similar to: Dedicated To You
PV Content similar to: Ageha (just the part with w-inds. in it! WITHOUT the other guy)
Shot in a way similar to : Izayoi No Tsuki
I mean, THERE'S EVEN A DANCE SEQUENCE!!!!!!! I kinda dun like the part where they show Keita staring at the screen for a few seconds. I've seen enough of Keita already thank u very much. Anyone wants the PV, poke me and I shall gladly send it to you. That is, if i know you. Those reading my blog and do not know me, sorry!!!!!! ^^;;;
OHHH teresa added me on msn today and we were chatted like crazy about Richard. She showed me this pic of him and i was like DANG!!!!! THIS GUY IS PRETTY!!!!!! But sadly, he's kinda dense. Too dense for his own good. But at least he's nice.......i think, judging from his blog and what Teresa says about him. Was nice talking to her and i discovered that we hve like 199028493 things in common!!!!! She must trust me pretty much to tell me all that stuff about Richard considering it's our FIRST msn conversation. *feels honored*
Kaiyin called me just now and I had a major laugh fest regarding some of his comments about the not-so-pretty w-inds. fangirls. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
w-inds. is releasing such a lovely single on MY BIRTHDAY
MINE
MINE
MINE
MINE
MINE
MINE
NOT YOURS NOT YOURS NOT YOURS NOT YOURS NOT YOURS !!!!!!

Post #2 for today

2007-01-10T00:20:00.000-08:00

ORDERING BUBBLEGUM FROM JAPAN!!!!!
...........is kinda ridiculous, if you ask me.
Especially when you live in the States. I mean, look at the distance the gum travels and whats more, in the super dry environment of the plane? The gum would probably turn hard and tasteless!
OR if the gum is shipped, the time for it to go from Japan to US would be even longer, although it wold probably be preserved in optimum condition. But ALL THAT TIME JUST FOR JAPANESE BUBBLEGUM WHEN YOU CAN GET SOME IF YOU'D JUST WALK TO THE CLOSEST 7-11 outlet or something????
So why is it that some people are THIS obsessed? here are some reasons:

Pretty boys, nice song for the commercials, good marketing, but above all, something I, too , am guilty of : EXCESSIVE FANGIRL-ISM.
They're ordering gum from halfway round the world just coz their favorite boyband endorses it. WAY TO GO. (sarcastically)
I love w-inds. like nobody's business and yes i would definitely order gum from Japan if i could, but the difference here is the DISTANCE. At least Japan and sg are within the same continent. It would probably take 7 hours for it to travel. If my favorite boyband came from some faraway place, say, Canada? I would be content just watching the commercials because I dun wanna eat hardened tasteless gum, which probably tastes vastly different from what the endorsers tasted when they shot the commercial.
Anyway that aside, today my lecturer said something to me that nobody would have imagined possible, not even myself.
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"Good! You have potential!"

Haha thank you very much Shirlyn, but just so you know, once i graduate, Im done with design. FOR LIFE.

2007-01-09T13:25:00.000-08:00

Never in my entire life at TP has a lecturer said that my work was "AESTHETICALLY PLEASING"
yesterday, after slogging my guts out for a homework assignment that carries only 5% of the weightage of the entire subject, my lecturer complimented my work.
I guess i should be happy.
Except that i was given a new piece of homework that left me all frazzled and having to skip typography just so that i can complete it.
Ideation is exhausting. On the bright side, there's only consultation today so i'll have more time to carry out the execution of my homework. OHMYGAWDDD~
Oh yeah..Im getting a new pair of glasses soon! I went to the store and tried on every single pair of glasses that looks like Keita's but they were too big for my face so in the end i settled for a smaller and thinner version of the Keita glasses, which are actually EMO GLASSES. The black plastic rimmed sort. I'll try to take a pic when i get the glasses!

2007-01-08T13:34:00.000-08:00

I DISCOVERED THE CHINESE LYRICS OF SUPER LOVER ~I NEED YOU TONIGHT~ AND LONG ROAD.

I DISCOVERED THE NAME OF RYOHEI'S BLOG (but i dunno the url..desperately trying to find it)

I DISCOVERED THE MP3 OF THE CHINESE VERSION OF SUPER LOVER.
(call me to sing it!!!!!)

I DISCOVERED THE KANJI LYRICS OF HANAMUKE AND I TRANSLATED IT.

A w-inds. Dream

2007-01-07T16:14:00.000-08:00

Last night i dreamt that me and my 2 w-inds. members + the real w-inds. went kayaking at the beach together. LOL sounds very funny right? But it's not! I mean, when you're experiencing it, it actually feels great!
When i said 'beach' i do not mean the pathetic East Coast/Pasir Ris Park sort. I mean the Palawan/Siloso beach sort.
Keita's hair wasn't long and ugly like the way it is now. It was short and brown, exactly like how it looked in VACANZA.
We jumped off the kayaks and started swimming around in d water. Ryohei and Ryuichi were too far away, so while i was able to see a very tiny Ryo in the distance, I could only make out Ryu's silhouette. Then I started making my way to the shore and Keita was there behind me all d way and I didn't notice it. I only noticed him when i stepped foot on the shore and we started talking.
OHHHHH DID I FORGET TO MENTION THAT I GOT MY HANDS ON THE SYSTEM OF ALIVE TOUR!!!!!! =O
But nahh it wasn't the original VCD/DVD. It was smth that i downloaded online. Some other goodies include the clip of w-inds.'s house, where they discovered porn magazines in Ryuichi's rm, GRRAAAAGH!!!! I WISH BigUpload will stop pwning me!!!! I WAS SUPPOSED TO DL W-INDS. WORKS VOL.1 FROM THERE!!!!! Oh well guess im gonna hafta get the VCD/DVD myself. But wahhhhh this means that the POL + SOA tour is in my possession. But i WANT THE AGEHA TOUR TOO. nnnnngggnnnnnh
OHMYGAWD WHEN WILL MY BIRTHDAY MONEY COME DAMMIT!!!!!!
I wanna buy
- Hanamuke Ltd Edition
-Ageha Tour
-Works Vol 5
-w-inds. meets Junon
- The pictorial bk with the Trial cover at d front and POL cover at d back
-The red colored pictorial bk
-The Thanks pictorial bk
-Taiwanese version of Junon
-Japanese version of Junon
-Any Jap/Taiwanese magazine that has w-inds. in it!

I read Richard's blog today. (you guys from TP and BG have no idea who he is he doesn't even live in SG, or asia, for that matter. Actually i don't know him either but i know he exists due to teresa's blog) What can i say abt him? A man of a few words. His blog entries are short short short BUT his English is GOOOOD!
hrm..after reading his email to Teresa i was like "RICHARD YOU ARE SUCH A JERK..HOW CAN YOU BE LIKE THIS" okay well actually he is not at fault in any way. i guess im just biased against guys to behave in that manner. At least he admitted that he wasn't the best catch around but hmmmm.......i can see that he's a cute and nice person and i can totally see why Teresa likes him. And uwahh the date.......he was such a gentleman to Teresa. BUT NOBODY IS PERFECT WHY MUST RICHARD _______________ (i'm gonna leave this to ur imagination coz im not gonna reveal anything abt him)
Teresa is obviously affected by his words and OH DEAR I SURE HOPE IT DOESN'T AFFECT HER STUDIES IN ANY WAY!!!!!
Dang.. i sure hope history doesn't repeat itself.. stuff like that is never nice. Especially for the girl. *pats teresa*

SCREENSHOTS!!!

2007-01-06T02:34:00.000-08:00

Today's seriously my lucky day.
- Ideation 2 cancelled so i have 3 days to work on my hmwrk
-I managed to sketch out 50% of my hmwrk (so what i must do next is to sketch out the other 50% then execute it onto the A3 paper. Shouldn't take too long..i hope)
-Typography is E-A-S-Y P-E-A-S-Y, lessons were GREAT, class ended early, hmwrk was easy and i completed it in school! I've also gotten started on the typography journal already!
-Translated a w-inds. article
-MANAGED TO GET MY HANDS ON A DELUGE OF W-INDS. VIDEOS. *flails*
Some of the goodies i managed to get my hands on are
-The clip where Keita fell down when dancing on the stairs in the Kirei Da PV
-MAKING OF IZAYOI NO TSUKI AND YAKUSOKU NO KAKERA!!!!
-MAKING OF AGEHA!!!!!!
yeah yeah it's no use if i just say it because some (or should I say ALL ) of you guys out there may not know what I'm talking about, SO I AM GONNA SUPPLY YOU GUYS WITH SCREENSHOTS!!!!! It's not a lot, but I'll definitely capture more next time! Just click on the thumbnails to view d images in full size. Enjoy!

this is ryohei acting goofy during the shooting of Kirei Da.
MY HANDSOME PRINCE ; MY SUPER LOVER
ONCE MORE. *dies*
Here' s Keita saying 'Good luck'
Ryuichi saying 'Good job'
Keita jumping and around and flailing during the shooting of Love Is Message.
keita messing around during the shooting of Long Road.
once again.
"I WANT YOU!"
This is the part where Keita lost his balance and nearly fell. Click on d thumbnail to view it in full size so that you can see better.
Ryohei sneezes.
KEITA IS SHOCKED!!!!!!

OHH and w-inds. performance of Boogie Woogie 66 during d Japan awards is SOOO AWESOME!!! They changed d dance steps of Boogie Woogie 66 and Keita gets to do his hawt routine again!!!!
Ryuichi's hair looks EVER SO PRETTY. I think im gonna do my hair like him! Im so proud to be Ryuichi. ~~actually i think im kinda in love with him but please don't tell it to ryohei ;)~~
OH YEAH DID I MENTION SMTH??!!! When i went out with Van last wk, i was flailing over the prettiness of Ryuichi and telling her how i was trying to emulate him and all. She took a look at the poker card I was holding and went "Eh u look abit like him" and i was like "OHMYGAWD!!! REALLY?? I LOOK LIKE HIM??!! I LOOK LIKE HIM?!!! UWAHHHH~" *flails and face goes severely red* and van tried to alleviate by severe adrenaline rush by saying "the hair. Just the hair. your hair is the same color as his" But uwahhhhh~ someone actually said i look like Ryuichi! Guess all my efforts to emulate him are showing some results after all! Now if only my Ryohei (elim) would have the same level of interest as me.

2007-01-04T23:44:00.000-08:00

OMG GINA U JUST HAFTA SEE THIS!!!!!

My heart just melted!!!! I watched this in class and i was like "KYAAA!" and my classmate was laughing at me. We had a pop quiz in typography today (YAYYYYY!!!! I MISS QUIZZES REAL BAD!) and we were allowed to pair up so I went with Sam who was cheating all the way. I wrote down what i knew and i referred to his notes and corrected me where i went wrong. Did some practical in class playing around with the fonts and it was okay completed my typo homework pretty quickly and went for ideation 2 where the teacher young and pretty and slim. She did a lot of talking and she suggested that we should have some music in class and that she was randomly gonna chose a person to be a DJ and share some music during lessons. HOYAYYYYYYY~~~ I can't wait for her to choose me!!!! This is s great chance for me to convert more ppl into w-inds. lovers!!!!!!! So yeah was pretty slack..and i panicked when she gave us our homework assignment coz like ideation1, i was pushed to the limits of my miniscule creatitivy and this caused me to be really tired. Psychologically. But hmmm...i dunno somehow I managed to get an idea for my homework. It's simple but please please let me be able to at least pass this assignment. Went to the library to photocopy stuff with Melanie and ran into you-know-who. Actually he called me and I didnt even know it was him coz i was bare eyed.
After ideation i went to the comp lab to work on my typo homework only to discover that I've finished it!!!! yay.so i went home, printed myhomework and I can now spend the next 3 days happily working on my ideation hmwrk.
w-inds. fangirl-ism will be greatly diminished for this month coz i've gotta concentrate on school, piano, and Jap. And its not like you guys dunno how time consuming school can be. Especially ppl in TP.
But I still love my 3 handsome princes and i will flail about them during the weekends.

First day of school!

2007-01-03T23:42:00.000-08:00

Today i only had typography coz ideation was cancelled.
Typo isnt as hard as i imagined coz i borrowed this book from d library which i am gonna use to cheat in my assignments.
Learnt alot of new stuff which i never even knew existed and im happy to say that I've finished my homework for today and I'm gonna start on homework #2.
I read Teresa's (none of you guys from TP or BG knows who she is) blog today and i was like OMGWTH. Her date with Richard sounded so sweet and all. I wished my date was half as nice as hers. But well blame it on d fact that i went out on a school night while she's on holiday. So obviously she was able to do much more. Everything went so nicely for her and then......................................she found herself caught in a dilemma. I wanted to offer her advice but I had too much to say. Lets just hope she adds me on msn or smth.
But uwahhhhh Teresaaaaaaaa......u're ONE LUCKY GIRL. Dang..richard looks pretty cute too with the hair and all. teresa and Richard look so cute together. and reading about her date just makes me go "AWWWWWWWWWWW HOW SWEET!!!" I dunno whats come over me. Im supposed to be a couple hater, proud to be single, trying to avoid having a crush on anyone at all costs but Teresa's date somewhat reminds me of 6/6/05 and yea u guys get the idea.....
The image of a cute unofficial couple going out to the movies and having fun at the arcade, taking neoprints, paying stuff for each other usually blissful and heart-warming but alas, nothing is perfect. Such happines more often that not, comes to an end rather quickly and due to the same reasons as well. What happened between me, you-know-who and Mrs.Tachibana is now happening to Teresa.
Hopefully i can help her out........=/

A very Long post to start the year.

2007-01-01T16:20:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone happy new year!
My internet connection's back on but the comp is still screwed.
2006 a year where so many things happened, and it wasn't exactly the nicest yr for me

Jan- got sunburnt, had a horrendous birthday
Feb- Got back o level results. Sucked so bad for a moment i thought of not entering poly this year. Was in a state of depression and i didn't know who to go to or what to do.
March- gained access into my computer thanks to Kaiyin. Went crazy over Arashi and Nino.
April & May- school started for the majority of the ppl which means to say that Van left for Aussie. School sucked big time for me. I thought of it as a torture chamber and hated it to the core. But i bore with it and towards the end of may, Van's call made everything better. Got introduced to Jae and Cze. Yay. new friends.
June- Met Veracia, the crazy Arashi fangirl who introduced w-inds. to me. In the same month i went ABSOLUTELY KE-RA-ZEE over w-inds. learning their dance steps and learning how to sing 42 of their songs. Owyong and I got into a huge argument and his hurtful words just stung me over and over again and the sight of his messages in my phone just infuriated me to no end so i deleted everything in a fit of anger. I resolved to pretend I never knew him and from then on i had no more contact with him. And I met Jae in person too. Terrorised the hell outta him.
July- had 2daf and was bitching like crazy abt it. I rmb working on my final project while bitcing to cze on msn. Then we had this subject called C&E where I LOVED IT because all we hadta do was just watch documentaries in sch.
August-Sept: Holiday. My w-inds. fnagirl-ism spun outta control during this period. Started Jap classes where i pwned the class.
Oct: School. Tiring and stressful. But I was thoroughly rewarded the next month
Nov and Dec: HO-LEE-DAYYYEE. fangirled over w-inds like nobody's business. Spent all my money on them too. Made friends with w-inds. fangirls in England, canada and USA thru LJ. And recently......

Friday (29dec) - after i left the school's lab I ran into Gina and her friends. Caught up and laughed alot and is it me, or is she becoming crazier over Keita??? Ah well its understandable. Her friend nicknamed 'Choky' called me the Japanese Queen much to my joy ~~but he didn't realise that by doing that, he just made me a tad more conceited~~ . Gina also said she was gonna help me get Hanamuke for my birthday!!!!!! *squee*
I also pray that they sell the limited edition at HMV.

Saturday- Met up with Van, Cze yang and his gf Cheryl. Yay! Finally i get to see what he's like in real life. Hmm well i guess he's your average nice guy and when u see him and his gf together, its kinda like seeing Hayami Mokomichi and Yaguchi Mari together. Not that these 2 celebs have starred in any two shows together desu kedo...We went to TM to watch d Night at The Museum. before that we headed of CS where I terrorised them with my excessive flailing over w-inds. at Comic Connection but i walked outta there a happy fangirl because i bought myself my FOURTH stack of w-inds. poker cards and a w-inds. poster of them during their Ageha Tour in taiwan. Cheryl then had a haircut that took FOREVER and costed alot but well, her hair looks nicer so i guess the time and money was worth it. Oh speaking of which, Van also got a haircut and IT LOOKS FABULOUS. Ran to TM and caught the movie and it was sooo funny. I think thats just such a cool job. Imagine, if i worked at a shop selling w-inds. merchandise.............iyaaaaaa~ XD
although i didn't interact with em much, its still fun to meet new ppl.

Sunday- Met up with em again, this time we went to town. I bought myself this DEE-LEE-CIOUS Taiwanese magazine that dished loadsa goodies on w-inds. INCLUDING THEIR ADRESS!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ Keita's answers in the interview is so simple-mined.
'The advantages of being tall is that it makes changingthe lightbulb easier. The disadvantage is that u bump ur head more. I always get hit my the fan in out hourse and knock into alot of stuff in the kitchen"
How cute ♥
And when Ryuichi was asked how he keeps his skin looking smooth and nice, he told the reporter what he does. I am not gonna reveal of course. You just gotta come and ask me yourself! Went to TCC, then went to Van's place for a while. OH WAIT did i mention that Cheryl has this jacket that is TOTALLY TO DIE FOR??!!! Because because because IT IS THE EXACT SAME JACKET AS WHAT W-INDS. WORE IN THE YAKUSOKU NO KAKERA PV except that her jacket has short puffy sleeves. UWAHHHHHH~ YAKIMOCHI NA.......
At night those 3 headed for their countdown party while i headed home.
Ideation2 and Typography in january. UWAHHHH.......hontou ni itakute rashii......demo dekimasu dekimasu!!! I shall grit my teeth and do it! jan will be the only tough month. Ater that comes feb where i will only have sch for only 3 hrs and then march where i will be having 2 not-so-difficult subjects. So im kinda glad that Im having two tough subjects together in d first month so i can get it over with quickly but on d downside, I HAVE SCHOOL ON MY BIRTHDAY TT___TT

A Sweet Dream

2006-12-28T14:23:00.000-08:00

Last night i dreamt that I was sitting at an empty open space with my friends (guys and girls frm 4/3) and there was the bitchy grp of girls that we didn't like sitting near us. Actually i have no idea who they were but in my dream, they were girls that we didn't like so....*shrugs*
Afternoon turned to night and suddenly this platform with lights beneath it appeared (smth like those DDR platforms) followed by a wisp of smoke and then W-INDS. APPEARED.
They were dressed in outfits like these:

errrrr........or was it these?

ahhhh well......you get the idea..formal wear and all that jazz..
aaaaaaaannnnndddd..hehehehe..Keita paid special attention to Gina due to my help. Coz she was just staring at him all starry eyed like this *____________* and when Keita was talking and expecting a response frm d audience i knew she wanted to respond but was stoned so i poked her violently and went "QUICK QUICK!!!!!" But dahhhh..still very starstruck so i gestured wildly to keita and when he looked my way I pointed to Gina and he went to her and talked to her and the bitchy girls at the other side were eyeing Gina as tho they wanna murder her but YAAAAAAAHHHH~ Gina (and me too! she couldn't have done it w/o my help okay!) scored one big time!!!! ^__^V
I recall Elim sitting on my left and Kaiyin nearby too.
Have you guys heard Hanamuke yet?? If you haven't I BEG YOU PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
GO AND LISTEN TO IT ON THE PREVIOUS ENTRY.
I SWEAR YOU WON'T REGRET IT.

Stuff that happened recently + w-inds. fangirlism

2006-12-27T15:18:00.000-08:00

omg i am still flailing over the fact that
MY FAVORITEST BOYBAND IN D ENTIRE UNIVERSE IS RELEASING THEIR SINGLE ON MY BIRTHDAY
okay last nite i went to watch Death Note 2. It was raining and i was without my umbrella coz Princess wasn't THAT far away frm my hse and a lil bit of rain never killed anyone.
I was standing by the traffic light waiting for d green man to appear suddenly an umbrella appeared above me and i looked to my left expecting to see my father or someone familiar. Turns out that it was this china (i think) guy and he offered to shelter me to the block across d road coz i havent an umbrella whereas he and his friends had an umbrella EACH.
So yeah..was kinda flattered to have 4 guys (they're really tall! my head only came up to their shoulder) escorting me to the shelter
Then i ran to Princess met the guys and watched the movie. Was pretty good. Only i couldn't really digest the barrage of info coz i didn't watch its predecessor nor read the manga. but was great anyways. i think L's cute with his endless eating and eccentric behavior.
Okay that i wrote what actually HAPPENED, now lets write about my thoughts.
I listened to Hanamuke yesterday (you know, the single by w-inds. thats gonna be released on MY birthday?) and it was dfksjd;foiueojd'lkfdpk OHMYGAWD...such a sweet and lovely song it had me all wibbly and emo listen to it:
Hanamuke (<--right click, open in new window) zomg........doesn't it make you feel all kfgihfjsmsfitkkdue.......I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH. Im so happy and honored that w-inds. is releasing such a lovely song on MY birthday.
And there's a commercial to go with it

Kinda stupid but and did i mention i ABSOLUTELY HATE KEITA'S HAIR????? That Ryuichi copycat! But waahhhhh~ Im so happy and honored that the bestest boyband in the entire universe is releasing a single on MY birthday!!!! I know i have said that alot of times but i want the world to know that i have only been a w-inds. fangirl for only all of 6 months and i am already being so greatly rewarded for my efforts to spread the w-inds. love around as well as to better myself as a person by not using any profanities and working hard on my jap and changing my attitude for the better towards school. Oh and here's a song by w-inds. I ABSOLUTELY WANNA HAVE!!!!!
go to this website and click to listen! The song's called Celebration. I SO WANT IT TO BE INCLUDED IN HANAMUKE but its a christmassy song so i don't think it'll be in Hanamuke but its ever so nice isn't it????
Oh did i mention that i started saving up to watch w-inds. live already? i have this envelope where i wrote 'w-inds' on it. Everyday i will put in money (at least a dollar or more!) and the money will accumulate till there's enuff for me to go to Japan or taiwan to watch em live. Theres still a long way to go but 'Every Journey Begins With a Single Step'!!!!!!!
And I watched the making of 'Itis In The Stars' (w-inds.'s 18th single) and i have come to the conclusion that Ryohei is prossibly the only w-inds. member that speaks with depth.
When asked to comment about their latest single, keita was like
'Oh its great to play it when there are loadsa ppl and ure havin a party. it has a 80s disco feel....."
while Ryohei goes
"well, if i take an audience-like perspective, I feel that this song encapsulates ambition. there are people out there who think chase after love, and others who do the same for dreams. and there are ppl who want both. i think this song is about the people who chase after both. Something like.....you" *points to Ryuichi*
Yeah im not gonna say anymore. watch it urselves. keita was so totally cute in the clip. Makes u just wanna hug him.
hmmmm okays..thats all for today. MAN i am so behind the w-inds. news. better go catch up and check out the price of w-inds. works vol.5. I think i'll get my mother to buy it for me before d Ageha tour coz
-I watched the Ageha Tour alr
-works vol.5 has THE MAKING OF YAKUSOKU NO KAKERA and THE MAKING OF IZAYOI NO TSUKI. Two of my HAWT FAVORITE W-INDS. SONGS. WAAAA talking about it makes me all jittery with excitement already.

YOU MUST BE JEALOUS OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-26T15:24:00.000-08:00

-INDS's 21st SINGLE HANAMUKE WILL BE RELEASED ON MY BIRTHDAY NEXT YEAR!!!!! WHAT THE HELLL!!!! ON MY FRICKIN BIRTHDAY DAMMIT!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BUY IT FOR ME!!!!!! HERE IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE:

IT'LL MAKE THE BEST COMING-OF-AGE BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVARRRR
OH MY GAWD
OH MY GAWD
OH MY GAWD
OH MY GAWD
W-INDS. SINGLE ON MY BIRTHDAY
ARE YOU JEALOUS YET???? MY BIRTHDAY!!!! NOT YOURS!!!!!!!!! MINE MINE MINE!!!!!!

WAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~
FINALLY W-INDS. CAN FEEL MY LOVE.

THE MOST INCREDIBLE DREAM EVARRR

2006-12-22T14:21:00.000-08:00

Last night i dreamt that my house was absolutely packed with ppl so I retreated to my room. A while later my sister came in and told me that Keita was outside. So i ran out of my room scanning the sea of people trying to search for keita. i started frantically asking the people "Did u see Prince keita?" "Where is Prince Keita???" even though i had no clue who they were. Then i saw him. Okay i saw his back actually. With that red and black checkered jacket that looked like what Ryohei wore during the Yakusoku No kakera comment. Ahh found a teeny weeny pic of it.

And of course, the unmistakable mop of hair. he was sitting at my balcony and which seemed kinda far away from where i was standing, given that there were so many ppl blocking my way. I got a glimpse of his face and i was like KYAAAAAA!!!!! believe me, the dream felt so real, i ran back to my room to get my hp to sms Gina but when i came out again, keita was nowhere to be found and i ran to my door and there he was, LEAVING!!!! *CRIES* *WAILS* "NOOO KEITAAAAAA~"
And then some other stuff happened with included Ryuichi talking on the phone with his mother which is kinda impossible because his mother....................................(not gonna reveal anything here! A fangirl must guard her secrets well!) Can't really recall though. Everything was too fuzzy. Sigh~ i love it when I have w-inds. dreams.
SOSHITE......
After i left the lab after the previous entry. i went to Elim's hse to burn the w-inds. Disney Paradise thingy into a CD. I watsed alot of time walking around in circles trying to locate her block. Seriously! her estate is like a labyrinth! Gotta collect it from her soon.
Even though i have already watched the clip on youtube, owning it is a MUST AS WELL!
And then i also watched the Ageha Tour at her place and WOAH IT WAS GOOOOOOD!!!
everyone thinks that the Prime of life Tour (the one that i have) is the best but I want AGEHAAAAAA~ i think the opening is so much cooler and so are the outfits and the collection of songs.
AND OHMYGAWD...RYUICHIIII!!!!!!!!!

Sing his line together with me!:
♪ Owaranai night kimi ga motto shiritai ato wa kimi ni shidai!!!
(translation: in this endless night, i wanna know u more, the rest is up to you!)

CHANT WITH ME NOW!

RYU-I-CHI!!
RYU-I-CHI!!
RYU-I-CHI!!!

HAWT LIKE WOAH! When will my birthday money come????? I SO WANNA GET MY HANDS ON THE OCT AND NOV issue of the taiwanese versh of JUNON!! KYAAAA~ w-inds is on d cover on BOTH ISSUES!!!!!
Oh yesterday i went out with cal and Van and van was severely appalled at my dressing-- miniskirt, black high socks and black shoes with super high heels and a choker made out of a ribbon, as in i tied a bow around my neck with a ribbon. The shoes killed my feet. I am never wearing that pair of shoes again. I like my dressing for that day! i felt sooo...Ryuichi! van told me that Im not in japan so i shouln't dress liek I am. But local fashion is boring like WOAH! Am i supposed to conform to the staple style of a sleeveless top, denim bottom and sandals just because i live here?? Thats the stuff i wear to school for goodness sake, when we hit town, its time to go over top with fashion!
Well i don't care. They'd better get used to it coz they're gonna be seeing me in that sort of style for a long time to come!
I spent only $1.40 eating instant noodles yesteday. That was my ONLY expenditure. You see, whenever i go out with friends I only make sure i have $10 or less with me so that it can curb my spending. . i will go around scouting for w-inds. stuff while out with my friends and when i see something i like, i will rmb its location. Then the next day, i will take out the amount of money needed and run to the location to buy the w-inds. merchandise, regardless of its cost. If i were to spend $4.50 on a bowl of noodles for dinner my heart hurts like woah but when i spend $100 on w-inds. i will go home with a big smile on my face.
Thats the psychotic level of obsession i have reached with w-inds. But hey, don't blame me now! they're so irresistably picture perfect!
there's handsome Keita , tall and can sing well.
cute, pretty shy Ryohei who can dance well and not to mention, carry of most outrageous of hair colors
and crazy hyper funny HAWt ryuichi who provides endless entertainment and the only member who can look hawt with long hair and black nails.
Three very very different guys that make up the impeccable collage that is w-inds.
I want my comp to be fixed!!!!! I MUST convince my mother to buy me the Ageha+Thanks tour!

ZOMFGH~~!!!!

2006-12-20T14:01:00.000-08:00

Just a coupla pics coz i dun wanna stay in d school's lab any longer.

GINA IS THE MOMMY!!!!! HEHEHEHEHE~~~ XD

BWAA~ RYOHEI's HAIR IS SOOOO NICE!!! Okay im not dying my hair brown anymore. Red is the color!!!!!

I still have alot of pics but IM NOT GONNA PUT IT UP HERE. You'll just hafta get em from me yourself!

W-INDS FEVER LIKE NOBODY'S BIZ

2006-12-19T16:53:00.000-08:00

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!!!!

HOOOOYAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! I AM SO GONNA LEARN THE DANCE STEPS AND I AM GONNA FORCE MY TWO OTHER W-INDS. MEMBERS TO DO IT WITH ME!!!!!!
Okay sorry for the lack of posts. i have been deliriously sick for the past 2 days, vomitting like crazy. GAH
Okay nothing much to write now. OH WAIT!!!
I found this 2 fanvids on youtbe. WATCH WATCH WATCH!!!!!

LIKE, WHOA!!!!!!! Jhdghdfioghrufhgiofgjoi ARRRRRGH!!!!! KAKOII NA!!!!!! the first vid is just w-inds. but the second one is w-inds.+Lead!! jfhg;ioarhtgrng;oih!!!! The extract from the Lead PV from the 1st part of the 2nd video LOOKS SOOO COOOL!!!! I MUST FIND OUT WHICH PV IS IT!!!!!!

W-INDS. CALENDAR!!!!!

2006-12-15T16:07:00.000-08:00

Idjhdoithjdogfjdfgkeiogjfkgnd;ioh!!!!!!!!
I GOT MY W-INDS. 2007 CALENDAR YESTERDAY!!!!!!!! ♥
It's so gorgeously beautiful and im so totally in lurrrrrrrrrve with it!
Its so so glossy and huge and I LOVE IT!!!!!
Okay let me recount the events yesterday.
My PC broke down so im currently blogging from the school's lab. My sis and i are blaming ourselves for the state that the PC is in because I was the last person to use it before it broke down and my sis was the last person to download somethting into the PC.
Anwyay i got a phone call from Kinokuniya (the one at Clarke Quay) calling me to collect my calendar and i happily went there. It was so so so far away it took me an hour to get there but its okay! Any distance is worth me going if its for the sake of w-inds. or anything w-inds. related. on the train, there were three people and the language that they were speaking in had me intruiged and went a lil closer to them to try to discern the language of which the were speaking.
IT TURNED OUT TO BE CHINESE. WTH???!!! Do i still dare call myself a chinese when i can't even understand my own language? But hey it isnt entirely my fault that i can't understand because those people are from China and they were speaking at a speed of 3947348564km/h they were practically slurring their words. the way China people speak chinese is so interesting.
So i reached the store, grabbed my calendar and headed off for piano lesson. on the train back it was so horrendously crowded and i did not need to hold anything coz i was sandwiched by people so i didn't hafta worry about falling. Sandwiched by TWO COUPLES to be exact. GAH couples. last yr, my reaction would have been "awwww so sweet I wish i had someone with me too" then i would get all sad and ):
But now, my reaction was "YUCK IM SO GLAD IM ALONE"
Was a lil late for piano and my teacher was like "not bad!" towards my playing, but towards the dynamics, she was like "ehh~ si ban ban de leh! It's as though your bee is too fat to fly!" She said that because the title of the piece is 'The Bee'.
Went home, and took some pics of my calendar to put up here but GUESS WHAT!!!
MY FATHER ACCIDENTALLY SPILLED WATER ON MY CAMERA AND NOW IT CAN'T WORK!!!!
djdjdfpdfjfgpdfuigdiepc;k *ANGRY*

One Litre of tears

2006-12-12T17:46:00.000-08:00

Read the title. That:s the drama that I:m currently addicted to and I managed to finish watching all 11 episodes in 2 days.
Its a really really sad show and ppl who noe me would noe that I am not one who cries over dramas. Rather, i laugh at ppl who do. But this drama really moved me. When I see the main girl crying I can really empathise with her coz she's just a teenager just like me and to be afflicted with such an ailment during the prime of her life is somethng that is really excruciating.
However i deeply admire her efforts not to give up and trying to make the best of her abilities even though as the days go by, her locomotion abilities dwindle and soon, even merely speaking becomes a challenge.
This is based on a true story and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO AND WATCH IT!!!!!! Its a really nice show. To prove it, I shall put the first part of the first episode here. *Gina if u're gonna watch it, get ur tissues ready.

The first episode is split into 4 parts. Go to youtube.com and carry on watching the rest of the drama. There are 11 episodes in all.

2006-12-10T00:55:00.000-08:00

This video had me all fhiejdfoskjtjdop *ANGRY*+ *SEVERELY JEALOUS* when i watched it and I almost cried.
And get this. i am not even in love with Keita!!!!! yeah I like him but I kinda dislike him at times when he's being an attention-seeking whore.
If towards someone that I am not in love with, and I have this sorta reaction, imagine, what would my reaction be if the guy in d clip was Ryohei.
But it was all alright when i found out that the lady was actually 5 years older than him and it was kinda cute when she patted his head in the end. *heaves a sigh of relief*
Japanese class is over!!!! :(
I hafta wait for a month before the next class starts.
Just a side note, the above video is currently in my possession along with the w-inds. performance for the Mnet festival in korea.
And here's smth random: I WANT THE W-INDS. AGEHA TOUR VCD DVD. Yeah my birthday is coming in a month or so. Now you guys know what to get me.

Short post before I leave for piano

2006-12-07T16:27:00.000-08:00

前夜あいつを夢見た！！しかもこれは二番目の出来事なんだ！！;o;
OH DEAR WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO MEEEEE.
w-inds.ーさん, 私に救命してください (please save me) !!!!!!! Keita, mesmerize me with your voice and charm, Ryohei, with your good looks and talent, Ryuichi with your funny personality and attempts at Engrish!!!!! (coulda typed that in Jap but I'm too lazy and i've gotta run off for piano anyway)

i decline to explain what I am talking about lest people like Kaiyin decide to start ranting at me.

Day out with Van!!!!!!!

2006-12-06T00:33:00.000-08:00

VAN IS BACK IN TOWN AND WE HUNG OUT TODAY!!!!!!! yayayayayyyy
Not much to say, except that we just went gallivanting around and caught up alot. Took a coupla random pics but I havent loaded em into my comp yet.
I feel that the both of us had a personality switch or smth (Van noes what Im referring to here) but nonetheless the yakking still goes on endlessly when we meet. Had a nice time yakking to her in d car when her parents left us in it coz they went off to buy durians.
I felt happy coz havent seen her in AGES and (according to her) i gave her some good advice regarding various stuff and she said she wished i was a pokemon so that she could carry me around and whenever she needed help, she'd throw a pokeball and I'd appear. WAHAHAHAHAHA~
I've made a coupla friends thru LJ and one of em is a 17 year old taiwanese girl who loves Ryohei, has a friend called Gina, has another friend called Vanessa, takes Japanese, sucks at Chinese and alot of her life experinces are similar to mine! I think the both of us will become very good friends.
I feel so horrible. I can't believe I'm jealous over stuff pertaining to XXX. I thought i had completely redeemed myself from the shadows of XXX but I guess traces of it still remain. After all, it was an integral part of my life early last year. I deserve to be chided for feeling uptight over something that i shouldn't even be concerned about. WHY WHY WHY. This is ultimate gaiety but
SLRIGRETHOESOHTLLANAHTREILRAEMIHWENKI
~~GRRRRR.....UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!!!!!~~

For Gina!!!! fu fu fu~ >:D

2006-12-04T04:27:00.000-08:00

♪ HEY YO IT'S LIKE THIS BABY UH UH!!!! ♪ (lyrics from Move Your Body)

Gina's reaction at the above pic (that i grabbed from one of my friend's LJ): *GASP* ISN'T THAT...OHMYGAWDDD!!!!!!!!! *GASP* KEI......TAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!! KYAAAAAA~!!!!
Wahahaha~ Actually that's more of my reaction. yeah baby, thats Keita shakin his booty. HE'S SO HAWT HE CAN PRACTICALLY SET THE ENTIRE PLACE ON FIRE!!!!!!!
And here's the best part: I have the ENTIRE PERFORMANCE in FULL SIZE. Fu fu fu~ ^__^v (fu fu fu is the Japanese way of writing 'evil laugh')
Gina's probably making grabby hands at that gif now. If you want the entire clip, just gimme a poke and I'll gladly send it to you. Oh boy..who woulda thought that the ~~retarded~~ innocent looking kid who looked as tho he was on d verge of crying grow up to be such a ~~slut~~ hottie?
That gif was made from w-inds. latest performance in Korea for the Mnet music festival where they won the BEST POP ARTISTE IN ASIA award. GO W-INDS!!!!!! You have my full support ALL THE WAYYYY!!!!!
And keita actually gave special credit to Ryo and Ryu on the dvd of his latest album. Guess he isn't that much of a traitor after all.
慶太ーくん、私は君着いての全部の厳しい言葉を言いましたって、本当にすみません！！
Keita, I am sorry for all the bad things I said about you!

Last post???? Yes, no, maybe, I don't know

2006-11-29T13:00:00.000-08:00

I've got a good mind to abandon this blog.

It's dead. I mean I'm posting like crazy trying to get comments from people but it seems like nobody ever reads or tags.
In livejournal, its different. I get at least one new comment everyday and the thing is, those people who comment don't even know me in real life.
But i can't go all spazzy and fangirly there coz LJ is filled with rabid fangirls and I don't wanna have all of them screaming in my comment box everyday, or provoking them by saying smth like "I WANNA MARRY PRINCE RYOHEI!!!!"
The prupose of this blog is to let other know what's going on in my life but arrgh since nobody reads this blog other than myself, I don't see the point in continuing to blog here.

w-inds. latest performance + anti-Keita post#2

2006-11-28T14:00:00.000-08:00

Here is w-inds. latest performance on Best hit Kayousai on 20/11

Keita's hair SUX!!!!! OH MAN!!!! I get the feeling he's trying to copy Ryuichi since Ryu is the only one who can have his hair in a ponytail and still look presentable. Ryo would look too much like a girl and as for Keita..STOP COPYING RYUICHI WOULD YOU??!!
He raps so you start rapping as well
he plays the guitar so you start to learn how to play the guitar.
He ties his hair so tie your hair too. Pity it doesn't suit you as well as it suits him.
I can't possibly write that in japanese coz I'm afraid that Keita decides to type in his own name in the search engine and reads my anti-Keita posts and then I'm done for. Not only myself! Gina will be implicated as well! If she were to meet Keita one day I would hafta tag along since I'm her translator and Keita would be like "Oh you're the one who has been slamming me on your blog! Go away I don't ever wanna see you" and thus Gina lost her translator and is unable to communicate with Keita.
I'm gonna post this in LJ only after intensive editing. I can't write stuff like that coz all the rabid fangirls are gonna come after me. I've gotta rephrase my words nicely like "I would prefer it if Keita did not tie his hair because i think that such a look suits Ryuichi better than him"
BAH! See, this is the way I've gotta write in LJ coz all my friends are spazzy fangirls and I dun wanna have my comment box flooded with their screams everyday. Comments =/= screams.
But I dare to squeal my guts out here coz all my friends are non-screamers so they won't spam me with all the emoticons and exclamation marks.
Okay in short, I like to scream but i don't like to be spammed by other's screams ONLINE.
In real life, LET'S GO CRAZY OVER W-INDS. TOGETHER!!!

two Days worth of events

2006-11-26T17:27:00.000-08:00

Friday:
I got an invitation to go to Bryan's hse for a gathering. I was so tired coz i only got 5 hrs of sleep the night before coz i was busy capturing w-inds. screenshots.
But i decided to go anyway and met Kaiyin on the bus to interchange. He didn't allow me to alight and persuaded me to take the bus with him for one whole round and i relented coz I just do not know how to say no. PEOPLE, DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT!!!!
But anyway kaiyin was right. i tot that i was gonna be late in meeting Chengyee coz i took the bus for the entire round with Kaiyin but turned out that i was earlier after all!
Went to Bryan's place together where chengyee got addicted to Ouran High and I just sat there idly watching it with her FOR THREE AND A HALF HOURS STRAIGHT!!!!!! Then Berenice (bryan's sis) came long and we watch a lil bit of w-inds. together and started going crazy on jackson's psp playing IQ game that gauges how much your brain weighs. Of all the ppl present at the gathering that tried it, I managed to get the second highest with 857 grams. Weijie's was 851 grams and Jackson's was 1.4++ kg. Okay maybe I'm not that stupid after all!
Went into the TV room and started playing cards and 中技密码 until 11pm then lena, chengyee, salman and I took 229 home.
Here are a few pics taken at the gathering:

And japanese class yesterday was good too!
Learnt new stuff, chatted abit with the teacher. And i completed my homework today when actually the homework was supposed to be done NEXT WEEK. i got a lil shocked at something in my notes regarding Japanese grammar that i have never seen before so I read up on it and I'm all ready to totally pwn the class next week! WAHAHA.

2006-11-23T14:03:00.000-08:00

OMG *SCREAMS TILL YOUR WINDOWS STARTS TO BREAK*

MY PRIME OF LIFE TOUR VCD CAME IN TODAY AND I AM ABSOLUTELY ECSTATIC. I ONLY WATCHED ONE OUT OF THREE DISKS AND I AM ALREADY SEVERELY HIGH ON THE ADRENALINE WHICH EXPLAINS WHY THE FONT IS HUGE AND IN BOLD AND EVERYTHING IS WRITTEN IN CAPS.
NOW I SHOULD BE WORKING ON ELIM 'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT BUT MY COMP IS BEING TOTALLY GAY SO I SHALL GO OFF TO WATCH MY VCD AND WORK ON IT LATER.

mad Fangirl-ism

2006-11-22T15:51:00.000-08:00

fjas;ioghfgh;rigjoerhgjgn';hkj
I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
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Reason #1: I completed my entire piano theory book yesterday
but that's no big deal.

Reason #2:

W-INDS. PERFORMED ブギウギ66 TOGETHER ON 20/11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OHMYGAWD!!!!
SQUEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA KAIYIN W-INDS. ARE STILL TOGETHER WEEEEEEEE. OHMYGAWD RYOHEI LOOKS SOOOOOO HANDSOME IN THE PERFORMANCE I LOVE HIS HAIR JHhdfhpuifthjn;idhfuisdbngf;klrgh;
I reckon that by this sat i would have enuff money to buy the my next w-inds. pictorial book!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO HAPPY IM GONNA JUMP AND SCREAM.
OH MAN LIFE CAN'T GET ANY BETTER!!!

-w-inds. works vol VCD (bought!!!)
-w-inds. VACANZA (bought!!!!)
-w-inds. calendar (ordered!!!)
-October issue of Junon (bought!!!!!)
-w-inds. PRIME OF LIFE VCD (ordered!!!)
-Red colored w-inds. pict book which i dunno the title (pending)

in addition to that, I have 3 sets of poker cards, a poster (gonna get loads more soon!) a set of stickers, a truckload of pictures (my photobucket has over 10 pages of images dedicated to w-inds.) and the entire discography!!!! And last night, i did a random sketch:

(click for full size)
I LOVE W-INDS. I LOVE W-INDS. I LOVE W-INDS. I LOVE W-INDS.
I LOVE W-INDS.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-21T14:57:00.000-08:00

DANIELLE WON AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!!!!!
WTH????!!!!!
Joanie should have won instead! She was so much better! I was in total disbelief when i saw that Danielle won. *jaws drop*
Anyway i discovered that i have to complete my entire piano theory book in time for my lesson tmr. yeah u heard right. the entire book. By tomorrow. yay me.
On the bright side, at least i have completed my Jap homework.
Color Me is such a dancey song! But i dun have the Ageha (w-inds. convert+tour) vcd so i can't learn the steps. So i'll just hafta choreograph it myself by compiling all the different dance steps from all the different PVs! Oh speaking of w-inds. VCDs, MY MOTHER HELPED ME BUY THE w-inds. PRIME OF LIFE CONCERT VCD!!!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG!!
I never told anyone this but Prime Of Life is my favorite w-inds. album mostly because most of the 42 songs that I learnt in my first month of being a w-inds. fangirl came from that album. But of course i now know how to sing all the songs (except a few retarded sounding ones from the first 2 albums)
the vcd is bought online and I dunno when isit coming in but i sure hope its soon! I also hope that the seller wun be like the one whom Gina bot her Levi's jeans from.
I can't wait i can't wait i can't wait~ I'm gonna scream and jump and dance like crazy while watching it!!!
And Im off to refine the translation for Color Me, in the previous entry. I did it in a rush and there are a couple mistakes here and there.
off i go! bye!

I WANT YOU TO COLOR MY WORLD!!

2006-11-20T16:59:00.000-08:00

*no Japanese today for obvious reasons*

Okay I do not not whether to laugh or cry at the standard of English of my fellow countrymen:

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Here is what's written on the bottle:
Emulsion with Vitamin A,B,C,E etc. For topical dermatological use only. Takami's prescription best to skin recovery. Cosmetics suitable for the operating effect born by the highest research.
FOR ALL SKIN TYPE
A SMOOTH FEELING OF USE.

OH.MY.GOODNESS.

Anyway I changed the header pic (photoshopped by me! Though i dun think it's very well done) and the song as well! The song is Color Me.Do u guys like it????? It's one of my hot favorites by w-inds. Here are the lyrics, romanized and translated by yours truly.
Have fun singing along!

Color Me

I want you to color my world

悲しい世界が僕たちに　絡まって
kanashii sekai ga bokutachi ni karamatte
キレイなものからモノクロに　変えてゆく
kirei na mono kara mono kuro ni kaeteyuku

This sorrowful world is twined around us
and beautiful things change into those of a monochrome.

僕はただ　自分に正直で
boku wa tada jibun ni shoujiki de
いたかっただけなのに
itakatta dake na no ni
「No」って言うことさえも
"No" tte iu koto sae mo
出来なかったよ
dekinakatta yo

All I want
is to be honest with myself
And i can't even (bring myself
to) say 'No'

Can you hear me?
’Cause I want you to color my world
乾いた　僕の世界で
kawaita boku no sekai de
君だけがいつも　鮮やかに見える
kimi dake ga itsumo azayaka ni mieru

Can you hear me?
'Cause I want you to color my world
In my dried up world,
its always only the bright and vivid you that I see.

Can you hear me?
’Cause I want you to color my world
心に色をつけてよ
kokoro ni iro wo tsukete yo
君しか知らない
kimi shika shiranai
すべての色をぶつけて
subete no iro wo butsukete

Can you hear me?
Coz I want you to color my world
Color my heart
by throwing in all the colors
that only you know.

大好きな色も混ぜあえば　濁ってく
daisuki na iro mo maze aeba nigotteku
子供の頃には知っていた　事なのに
kodomo no goro ni shitte ita koto na no ni

If you also mix in your favorite color, it will turn muddy
I learnt about this ever since I was a kid.

君がもし、僕のキャンバスに
kimi ha moshi boku no kyanbasu ni
絵を描いてくれるなら
e wo egaite kureru nara
もう二度と忘れない
mou nidoto wasurenai
そんな気がする
sonna ki ga suru

If you were to paint
on my canvas for me
I will never ever forget it
It's how i feel

Can you hear me?
’Cause I want you to color my world
聞かせて　君の言葉を
kikasete kimi no kotoba wo
小さな子供に　聞かせるみたいに
chiisana kodomo ni kikaseru mitai ni

can you hear me?
Coz i want u to color my world
Tell me your words
Just like you're telling it to lil kids.

Can you hear me?
’Cause I want you to color my world
心に色をつけてよ
kokoro ni iro wo tsukete yo
君しか出来ない
kimi shika dekinai
I know that I just wanna color my world

Can u hear me?
Coz i want u to color my world
Color my heart
Only you can do it
I know that I just wanna color my world

まっすぐな　線を引いてみて
massugu na sen wo hiite mite
今なら　僕の目は
ima nara boku no me wa
それが　地平線に
sore ga chiheisen ni
見えるはずだよ
mieru hazu da yo

Try to draw a straight line
Right now my eyes
should be looking
at that horizon

Can you hear me?
’Cause I want you to color my world
乾いた　僕の世界で
kawaita boku no sekai de
君だけがいつも　鮮やかに見える
kimi dake ha itsumo azayaka ni mieru

can you hear me?
Coz i want you to color my world
In my dried up world,
it's always only the bright and vivid you that i see
It's always you

Can you hear me?
’Cause I want you to color my world
心に色をつけてよ
kokoro ni iro wo tsukete yo
君しか知らない
kimi shika shiranai
すべての色を使って
subete no iro wo butsukete

Can u hear me?
Coz i want u to color my world
color my heart
By throwing in all the colors
that only you know.

BALLOONS

2006-11-19T16:06:00.000-08:00

キャ～～～～！！！！
この東方神起の歌が本当に大好き！！！！！
歌のタイトル英語に　「Balloons」　です。韓国語の言い方が分からない。（＾＾；；）
この歌は、うきうきの気持ちがあります。聴いてごろ、飛び込んで、踊ってを気がするよ！
ヴィデオに、メンバ全員がとても可愛いですよね！！！！
チャンミン~~~~~~~YYYYYY
English Versh:
KYAAAAAA~!!!! I really really like this song by Dong Bang Shin Ki ( a very wondeful Korean boybands. They're totally the Korean equivalent of w-inds.!!!)
The English title of the song is 'Balloons'. I dunno howta say it in Korean tho. This song has a very cheerful and upbeat feel and whenever I listen to it I feel like jumping and dancing.
Moreover, all the members look so cute in the video!!!
CHANG MINNNNNNN~~~~YYYYYY
Here's the video. Enjoy!

weee~

2006-11-18T13:57:00.000-08:00

千葉涼平王子様にお誕生日おめでとう！！！！！
今日の日本語のレッスンはよかったです。たくさんのものを習った、でも宿題はもっと難しいになるし、分量がそろそろに増えて。でも大丈夫！だって今私は休みしているんだよ！たくさんの時間があります！w-inds. ために宿題は是非よくにしよう！！
ああ～w-inds.のVCDのscreenshotsはここにつけるを気がするね！でもジナーちゃんはまだ見た何ですけど。。驚きを滅ぼす入られない！大丈夫！金曜日は私たち一緒に見たね？
English version:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRINCE CHIBA RYOHEI!!!! The cute and pretty prince turns 22 today!!!!!
I bought my JUNON magazine to Jap class today and GINA BEWARE!!! One of my classmates said this about Keita "He's very handsome!"
jap class went great! I learnt many new things but the amount of homework as well as the level of difficulty is starting to increase. But it's alright coz I'm on holiday and I'll definitely do my homework well for the sake of w-inds.!
I really feel like putting up some screenshots from my w-inds. VCD but Gina hasn't watched it yet and I can't bear to spoil the surprise for her. But its okay. We'll watch it together this friday alright?
You'd better prepare to go all wibbly and squealy and "OHMYGAWD KEITA IS SOOOO CUTE!!!" >;D

2006-11-17T19:37:00.000-08:00

我把它买下来了!!!!!!!!!!
它=w-inds. works vol.4 vcd.
我记得上次到HMV的时候，那个VCD的价钱是$28左右。可是今天我到那里看，却发现它的价钱是$14.95!!!!!!!
我真的是太高兴了。我对自己想 “如果我不买的话我简直是个疯子！！！！！”
就这样，我迫不及待地跑到 cashier (<--How do u say this in chinese???) 还钱。我知道我应该把剩下的钱存起来可是我还是到了紀伊国屋(Kinokuniya, in Japanese) 买了一个有w-inds.本杂志。
然后我一回到家就立刻即刻马上开始看那个VCD. 我的天啊！！！真的是太好看了！！！！我不停得在电视前跟着w-inds.一起跳舞。他们的舞蹈和costume (<--how do you say this in chinese??) 迷死人了！！我知道现在洁微应该好羡慕我吧。。因为她想看她的庆太 (<--Keita's name in chinese) 嘛！！！！有空的时候告诉我。。我去你家一起看~~同事一起发疯~~好吗？你一定会发疯的！因为庆太在里头真的好帅哦！可是当然还比不上我的凉平 (Ryohei's name in chinese)。以林，你现在在读这个吗？你也一定要看那个VCD哦！

English version:
I BOUGHT IT!!!!
It= winds. works vol.4 VCD
I remembered that the last time i went to HMV, the price of it was around $28 odd. But when I went there today, the price was $14.95!!!
i was ecstatic. I mean, it was practically a 50% discount!!! So i happily grabbed it off the rack and hopped over to the cashier to pay for it.
i know that I should save up the remaining money
but went to Kinokuniya and bought myself a copy of JUNON anyway.
the moment I reached home, istarted watching the VCD and started grooving along.The VCD was great! The dance sequences and their outfits were wondeful! Gina must probably be envious coz she wants to see her Keita.
When you're free, lemme noe. i'll go over to ur place and we'll watch ~~and at the same time,go crazy~~ together alright? You'll definitely go crazy coz keita looks great in it! But of course, he still can't be compared to my Ryohei.
Elim, are you reading this? You hafta watch the VCD too!!!!

2006-11-16T16:17:00.000-08:00

ああ～LJ の日記の開闢は、やっと仕上げた！！
私日記のレイアウトの色とヘダーの画をっ変わりました。のみならず、新しいのヘダーの画を作った。
見てください
きれいですね？Photoshopで作った。
昨日のピアノレッスンは、よかった！もっと漸進してと思っただった、毎週刊先生と私に新しいの改良点を告げて。
土曜日、W-inds. works Vol.4 のdvdを買います。
ああ！皆さん聴いてください！！！！！！！！

土曜日は千葉涼平の誕生日！！

贈り物を買いたい。。でもお金がありません！！

English version (not necessarily a translation):
YES I HAVE FINALLY COMPLETED THE CREATION OF MY ELJAY. I changed the colors of the layout and created the header pic by myself. That w-inds. pic that i put up there was the header pic that i used photoshop to create. yesterday's piano lesson ws great. i feel like im making progress because every week, my teacher tells me something new to improve on.
And this sat, I plan to get myself the DVD of w-inds. works vol.4.
And everyone, pls take note:

SATURDAY IS CHIBA RYOHEI'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!

i so wanna get him smth but I have no cash and it takes time to geddit shipped to japan. Now Im finally free and it's time to do some serious fangirling! Off to youtube.com ~~to watch w-inds. videos~~ i go!!!!!

全く！！！！！

2006-11-15T15:37:00.000-08:00

LJのコドは全然分からないよ！Blogger と本当に違います！＊怒り＊
どんな風にあの人たちLJに使用かな？？？！！！！
このエントリはとても短くでも、ここは、私の理由:

疲れた＋怒り!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAIYIN!!!!

2006-11-13T17:48:00.000-08:00

OHMYGAWD. I can't believe its already 430pm.
This means that I literally spent my whole day in front of my com trying to decipher LJ codes, editing like crazy and getting awry results.
Frustrated, I gave up. There is simply no way I can get the perfect layout coz E V E R Y T I M E, there will be something that's out of place.
So im just gonna grab a premade layout thats kinda similar to this skin here at blogger and edit it from there. Its not the perfect layout but oh well, its the closest to the ideal layout I want.
I have been told by my teacher that it takes 5 years odd to be able to fully master Japanese, by which your level can be gauged by taking the JLPT (jap exam).
It will take 5-6 years to attain the highest level of JLPT. But i am not gonna wait that long.
I'll try to get my JLPT 1 in 4.5 years. I shall
-watch only Japanese shows
-Read only Japanese magazines
-Set the language of blogger and livejournal to japanese
-Do more translations
-BLOG IN JAPANESE. (starting next entry)
Sorry guys, I really wanna master Japanese in the fastest possible time and this is the best way to do it.

Last but not least:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIYIN!!!

we're finally of the same age....

....for about 2 months or so.

ITS FINALLY OVER

2006-11-11T03:30:00.000-08:00

OKAYYYY THE PAPER IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!
Wasn't that hard after all! I guess I was over paranoid.
Left a coupla blanks but those blanks were left because i didn't noe how to do rather than due to lack of time. Which i think, is alot better compared to last yr where blacks were due to lack of time.
But since i screwed up paper 1 pretty badly, I guess Im gonna fail after all.
After my paper i went off to place my order for the w-inds. calendar. The calendar costs $40. Thats pretty pricey for a calendar but you see, its w-inds. we're talking about here. So, i guess $40 is pretty reasonable. besides, i am willing to spend any amount of money for their sake.
Livejournal can kill me seriously. I was rather disorientated coz everything is so diff from blogger and i had SO MUCH TROUBLE customising my layout that in the end I just gave up and stuck with whatever random layout that LJ provides.
Anyone who noes how to design LJ pls approach me, tag, whatever???? I've got the background and header pic all ready, just that I dunno how to input them into the layout! Would some kind soul pls do it for me? I dun mind giving my password and username to whoever is willing to do my layout for me.
Speaking of livejournals, I SAW THE LJ OF MY LOVE RIVAL. GYARRRRH!!!!! Lemme elaborate.
I am totally 100% mesmerized and captived, head over heels in love with my Prince Ryo and I do many many things for his sake, like, the cessation of my cursing, putting more effort into Japanese..yadayada..
and then i saw the LJ of this person who's also in love with Ryo and she's probably taller than him and hrm...twice ~~maybe thrice~~ my weight? LIKE WTOMFGH??!!!!! I SIMPLY CANNOT BELIEVE THIS!!!! I looked at her pic and my face with contorted with this 'wth are u kidding me' sorta look. I dun think its a very gd idea to take her pic and post it here but well, if u ppl wanna see what she looks like, just lemme noe and if the demand is hot, I'll put her pic here.
I love Ryo and I do stuff for his sake. And maybe she should do stuff for his sake too like erm..losing a few pounds???? Im not trying to be mean or whatever but seriously man, look at her pic and you'll probably share my sentiments.
Okay the next part is gonna sound bitchy. Dun slap me. Im feeling kinda sleepy now so Im writing in a semi-intoxicated state.
There was this crazy fangirl who bought EVERYTHING related to w-inds.. I was very impressed by her fangirl-ism and was totally dying to see what she looks like. So one day my wish was granted when she put up a pic of herself wearing a black dress. The dress looked great but the wearer didn't. She looked kinda geeky in fact. With those black emo glasses and frizzy hair. and i was like "OHMYGAWD! Even I'd look better next to Ryuichi than you!!!!" Fyi, she's a Ryuichi fangirl who's 2 years older than him. I wouldn't exactly say that Im a Ryu fangirl but (*bitchy alert!) I think that i look better standing with Ryu than she does. Im younger than him, I'm an asian (the girl's a caucasian), and Im born on the 17th (my birthday is in jan, Ryu's in in Dec).
Okay Im not gonna go on anymore. Ryo doesn't like girls who gossip about others but hey, its something in every female right? And this entry written in English, he wouldn't understand it. A lil gossip once in a while wouldn't hurt would it??? After all there are ppl who do it worse than me, OPENLY.

GAh

2006-11-09T17:53:00.000-08:00

I HATE THIS WEATHER.
Rainy days never fail to make me feel all restless. The dark and gloomy scenery on the other side of the window..
I totally dun feel like studying but i noe I hafta. Just hafta force myself to do it. I'll look at Ryohei's pic for motivation.
Piano went good yesterday.
After piano met up with 4/3 friends.
Had dinner and walked around aimlessly.
How i wish tmr would pass quickly. Coz here's what i intend to do after my paper:
-Run off to place my order for d w-inds. calendar
-work on the design of my livejournal. Will let u guys noe when its ready
-Do more w-inds. translations
-Do more photo manipulation
-Work on Japanese 100%
As of now..I WISH MY PRINCE RYOHEI WAS HERE. I seriously need some motivation man..

悪いな!!!!

2006-11-07T13:31:00.000-08:00

Oh dear things are looking really bad.
I screwed up the paper yesterday big time. The format seems to be different from what I had been practicing on. Not to mention, harder than last year's.
Im scared like crazy for my paper 2 and i've resolved to do 4 sets of papers everyday , and Im not even sure if it'll help.
I'd appreciate it if next yr when i get back the results, DO NOT COME AND ASK ME HOW I DID. Coz i seriously have no confidence.
Maybe im destined to be in Design for the next 2.5 yrs. But luckily, i've still got Japanese to back me up.
哎。。也许我还是任命吧。
でも、w-inds.のために、一所懸命頑張ります！！！

Scared shitless

2006-11-04T23:15:00.000-08:00

OH MAN..
I just hafta write it down to get all the innervation out.
EXAM'S IN JUST TWO DAYS TIME AND I FEEL SO UNPREPARED.
I think im gonna fail. But hey at least i'm already a sch and my future does not exactly hinge on this one exam alone. BUT IM SCARED ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!
The music that's currently playing is Boogie Woogie 66 (which is obviously by w-inds.) and even that can't calm my nerves! So just imagine how nervous I must be.
This week's gonna be crazily stressful.
Mon-Exam
Wed- Piano (preparation for piano exam)
Fri- Exam
In addition to that, I hafta complete a pile of Japanese homework! No time for fangirling.
For the sake of w-inds., I shall study and do my best.
I'll get good results for my math, piano and Japanese, I hope. I'll work hard
..FOR KEITA!
..FOR RYOHEI!
..FOR RYUICHI!
..FOR w-inds.!!!!

2006-11-03T19:52:00.000-08:00

偶然に、彼とであった。
気持ちが、あの時から、ちょっと違うよ。。
でも、嬉しいだよ！
私たちは、もう一度に、友達になる。。２年前にような！　(^___^)

私を驚かすの写真！！！！

2006-11-02T12:50:00.000-08:00

WTOMFGH!!!!!!!! D8

LOOK VERY VERY CAREFULLY AT THE FACE OF THE BRIDE.
WHAT ARE THOSE PEOPLE THINKING????!! altho it's kinda funny and gives me a new idea for my next photoshop project *evil smile*

2006-11-01T14:41:00.000-08:00

今日、イホンーくんと私は互いに勉強しようとしていた。
時間はすぐに過ぎていくし、明日イホンーくんは大切な試験があるよ。
だから、イホンーくんに生物学を教えて事にした。
It took up pretty much the entire day but what made me glad was that he actually learnt so much in a day. 正直な。。一つの日中に、たくさんのものを勉強しては、ちょっと無理であると思いますよ！でも、これって私だけの意見。
試験に、善果を収めると期待しています！
Perhaps that'll reflect the level of proficiency that i have as a tutor.
それから夕方に、カイインーくんも来た。私たち三人は、べドックに行きました、デザットを食べた！Laughed alot too. It was great.
i was tired out by the time I got home but i still played around with my photoshop anyway and here's my latest ~~lousy~~ piece of "work":

(click for full size)

あれ。。Photoshopを遊んでたいるんと、本当に楽しいねえ！Photoshopで、大勢のものをできますよ！
ねえ、小西真奈美は知ってるですか？
真奈美ーさんは本当にきれいですよね！！♥w-inds.の緒方龍一のお姉さんト似てるのにならず名前は同じだよ！
　
見てください:
　　　　　　　　
緒方愛美　　　　VS 　　　小西真奈美
（おがたまなみ）　　　　　（こにしまなみ）

均しいですね？

2006-10-30T16:05:00.000-08:00

家の後ろに、大きいな樹があるんだ。
土曜日の朝、起きた頃、樹は切ったいるを見つけた。
今、領域はちょっと空ろだと思われる
新しいの景色は見慣れらなきゃ。

Sigh..I'm still distressed over the w-inds. matter..

..悲しいの印

Nothing can heal my broken heart now

2006-10-29T16:30:00.000-08:00

I am crying now.
Seriously.
I can't seem to stop.
I had a bad feeling this was gonna happen all along but I didn't wanna believe it.
Sorry Gina, this is gonna sound kinda offensive towards your beloved KEITA.
I just checked out the w-inds. website and it is stated that Keita was gonna leave w-inds. do solo.
Many ppl out there like w-inds. because of Keita, but i like Keita because I like w-inds. its the other way round. And since w-inds. is no longer around, (when i say w-inds., i mean keita, Ryohei and Ryuichi, not one more, not one less)I dunno how I am gonna survive. w-inds. has been my pillar of support. They've given me so much comfort and diretion through their songs and music. It was them who changed my attitude towards school and many other things. It was them who turned me hardworking. I do not have any member that I PARTICULALY favoritise. yes Ryo was my favorite member, but I liked the other two just as much! I liked all three. As w-inds.
Ever since ブギウギ６６ was released, I started to get a lil annoyed with Keita. I mean, he sings so well, so just stick to it! Leave the rapping to Ryo and Ryu and stop trying to steal their limelight! As far as I know, Ryuichi sure as hell can sing, but he never once tried to steal your limelight. Hey, whats that few lines in SUPER LOVER, Deny and Night Flight~夜間飛行~ compared to the numerous songs which showcases ONLY your singing talent?!
And things just got worse when Keita released his debut single 道標. All the more I was worried that smth like this is gonna happen, but in my pict book VACANZA, Keita said that they will not disband as they have been together for five years and couldn't possibly bear to do so.
AND LOOK WHAT HE'S DOING NOW!
First, trying to steal the limelight of others and NOW running away with it! WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO RYO AND RYU THEN??!!!!!
Maybe Ryu will take over as lead singer and Ryo will rap. BUT IT ISN'T THE SAME ANYMORE. IT ISN'T W-INDS. WITHOUT KEITA.
I have only been a fangirl for less than half a year and my dreams of being able to meet them before I die has been cut short.
Wait wait..................................
*crosses fingers*
maybe I misinterpreted the info.
maybe Keita is doing solo AND be part of w-inds.????
Keita, PLEASE PLEASE DON'T BREAK MY HEART AND SHATTER MY DREAMS.(as well as the dreams of other w-inds. lovers).
Let me repeat to you the lyrics of a few of the w-inds. songs:

Fever
Don't Make me cry
痛んだ胸
Don't let me down..

Don't break it down
寄り添った日々
Don't fade away
取り戻して

約束のカケラ
君を求めても届かぬ思い
信じてもかなわぬ願い
分かてるはずなのに待ちつずけた。。

君を求めないもう願わない
戻らないもう忘れたい
君と過ごした日々は遠く。。

いよいいよいな！！！！！！！！

2006-10-27T00:18:00.000-07:00

昨日と一昨日= 100%の異変！！！！！！！
これは、私の情報:
-生理日 (>o<)
-二つのプロジェクトは、指しだってがいるんだ。だから、前夜、ちゃんと二眠るをいらないよ！
ねえ、このことは　皆さんに怒りをさせて！
City Hall に、写真を撮った後では、学園へ行きます。教室の戸に、先生からの注解がありました。
"４３０時で、全部の Graphic Design プロジェクトは、是非指し出す！もしかして、差し出せないならば、学級は引き去るよ！！！"
皆さんの反動は "なに？？？！！！！"
だから、一時以内、プロジェクトは、そこそこにしているんだ。ちょっといいじゃないだけど、せめて終わっただ。
プロジェクトをプリントしてで、９時まで、学園に入り浸った。
本当に疲れたですね。。でも、家に届ける頃、写真のプロジェクトは、始まったがいるよ！！！！
今日まで、写真のプロジェクトは、やっと終わったね！！階級は、襲ったけどなんか嬉しいな！！！！
理由: 来年だけ、学園まだ始まった！！！
でも、もう一つのことは、少し名怒りにさせて。
私のTHBUMBDRIVEは、学園の図書館に残された！！
馬鹿！！馬鹿！！馬鹿！！
明日に、熾されて..DX
実は、たくさんなものを書きたいけど、疲れたああああ～

慶太くん、君は、私に報復をさて！！！

2006-10-22T15:57:00.000-07:00

たわいない　可愛いでしょ？

ああ~そろそろに忘れちゃった。前夜、甘いな夢を貰ったですよ！
夢には、♥千葉涼平♥と出会った！！！！全然信じられないよ！！
そう！w-inds.の千葉涼平です！！
とにかく、夢で、涼平ーくんは、買い物と、私に見つけた！！！！涼ーちゃんって綾香ーさん(彼の姉さん)と一緒に。でも、綾香ーさんの目つきは、現実から、とても違ってよ！！うん。。現実に、綾香ーさんは、もっときれいですね。
涼ーちゃんは、綾香ーさんのために、いいものを買った！！あああ~なんとすばらしいでしょ？(^_^)
その後は、何となく、涼ーちゃんに宿題って助けててを求めた!! (>.<)
でも、拒むの代わりに、笑うのに受け付けていますよ！
ねえ、みんなさん　私は本当に狂気であるとであると思いますけどこれは全部に嘘じゃないぜ！！！
昨日にも、たくさんの行きました。なぜ？宿題！宿題！
全く！うちに届けたと、気持ちが疲れた！それに、足はとても痛いもブリスタを見つけた。
はい、それでは、ここで終わりましょ。疲れただから。。(^^"')
慶太くんのブログの訳すは、次のエントリかな？
楽しみ待ってください！(慶太の風)

2006-10-20T14:22:00.000-07:00

Date:2006-10-19
Time:19:21:54
Title: I can do it!

Recently, I engage in my lyrics-writing while being confined at home, so today, i thought of going outside.

*right here is a picture of the night view,which i do not wanna rip from his blog*

Somehow, it was refreshing and a lot of good words were brought to my mind.

(In Mr.marick's manner) I can do this.

I think that sometime soon, everyone will get to listen to it.
Please look forward to it.

I have decided that this blog of mine will contain contents pertaining ONLY to w-inds.
No longer will I write about my life here anymore. I've got a Japanese blog elsewhere and THAT is where I will write about my life.
This blog will contain their translations, pics, reviews and of course my thoughts about them.
Dun come and ask me to write about my life here coz I'm a mad w-inds. fangirl and I want the entire universe to know about my obsession with them and also, try to get as many ppl as I can to like w-inds. as well.
Hey wait.
w-inds.= my life
I blog about w-inds. here
therefore,
i blog about my life here.
Strange equation but it works, doesn't it?

Keita's Blog Entry #5!!!!

2006-10-18T14:41:00.000-07:00

Date:2006-10-18
Time:10:50:39
Title:Thank You Very much!

Japan TV's "SSUKKIRI" let me perform on their show!
Indeed, a live performance was nerve-wrecking.
Mr.Terry Ito helped me to calm my tension before the show and it really helped.

For those who have already heard the song,
thank you very much!

*right here is a pic of him holding his guitar case that I do not wanna rip from his blog*

And today's finally my solo debut!!!!!!!
I'm happy that much of my music is made possible.
This is thanks to everyone!

Thank you VERY VERY MUCH!!

While learning alot of other things, the standarrd of my skill have been raised.
I wanna deliver more of my music to everyone!
Since I'm working hard, please try to listen (to my music) from now on.

慶太ーくん、もっと音楽をつくしなさい！君の作品は本当に大好きよ！それに、私は、w-inds.　全部の歌すでに知ってたんだ。 (keita, please produce more music! I love your works, besides, I already know how to sing all of w-inds.'s songs)
hey I think my Japanese is improving!
Anyway, can you ever imagine Prince Keita shouting? I mean given his princely demeanour and all, it would be a rather eye opening experience to see him shouting wouldn't it? Alright. So just skip all the boring parts and scroll the seek bar all the way to 5:48 and WATCH!!!!!

"酔っぱらって電話してくるな！！！！！！"
OHMYGAWD! It had me shocked for a while like 0.01 seconds then i started dissolving into peals of laughter. It was so amusing!!!!!!!!!!
And here's something that made my blood boil (and Gina's too):
scroll the seek bar to 2:22 to see what I mean.

"王子様　ああ~!"

Translation: "Prince, aaa~"
YUCK HOW DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!! I'VE GOT A GOOD MIND TO SPEW A PLETHORA OF VULGARITIES IN THE FACE OF THAT ANNOYINGLY FAKE GIRL!!!!!!
but i won't. Keita doesn't like girls who swear and curse. And that girl who fed him is CERTAINLY NOT HIS TYPE! I mean, french maid costume, bunny earsand that stupid b****y high pitched voice? doesn't that say anything?
SHE IS NOT PRINCESSY (by Princessy, i mean, CLASSY) ENOUGH FOR GINA's (and my) PRINCE KEITA!!!! EVEN I AM MORE PRINCESSY THAN HER!!!!!!!
Hands off the Prince, you _______(<--insert some bad words)! You are so lucky the one you fed wasn't Ryohei!! Otherwise I shall go to Japan and put you outta business for good!

My 2nd Entry of the day!!

2006-10-17T15:56:00.000-07:00

*fails like a crazy freak*
zomfg!!!!! キャ~~~~~!!!!!!!
I GOT MY HANDS ON THE MP3 OF 'STAND YOUR GROUND' WHICH WAS THE SOLO OF MY PRETTY PRINCE RYOHEI DURING THE W-INDS. PRIME OF LIFE CONCERT IN TAIWAN IN 2004!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAHHHHHHH~~~~~
Rmb the video I put up on 3o Sept and said I wrote stuff like
'Ryohei you wreck my brain you wreck my brain so bad.....' ?
YES THAT VIDEO WAS OF RYOHEI PERFORMING THAT SONG!!!!!!
HE WROTE THE LYRICS FOR IT TOO!
♥_♥ Sigh...How talented can my Prince be..
But the lyrics are a lil funny tho. Example:

Keep your place after is better the one

err..okay..can someone please care to explain???? Ryo has said in an interview that his English was only of a Junior High level coz he didn't work hard on it when he was in High School. heehee..shall I be Ryohei's tutor then? >:9
Anyway when i listened to it, it didn't sound like English at all. He sang it like this:

♪"KEEPU YA PEHS ATAS IS BEH-TAH ZAH WA"♪

DUN LAUGH OKAY!!!! I'll see how you guys sing in Japanese. No wait. KOREAN! YES! Korean is so much more harder than Jap and I'll see how you can sing in a foreign language!
Oh yeah class is cancelled so, double yays!!!!
Gosh Kimberly was totally screaming into my ear when i told her that. HAHA. bet she loves me a lil more since I keep giving her news that more often than not, makes her day. (^-^)

2006-10-17T14:07:00.000-07:00

Keita's blog entry #4!!!!!

Date:2006-10-16
Time:21:49:00
Title: Hmmm~

This is strange...

Coash Osim's call hasn't come yet.

Why?

Yesterday, the DF members dribbled with all their effort but did they missed an important shot?
Well, wait a little while and you'll see!

Today, regarding the second competition (it hasn't been decided yet), we prepared ourselves by adding to our stamina by eating barbecued meat!!!

*right here is a picture of meat on top if a circular wire mesh that I do not wanna rip from his blog*

Mr.Osim! I will always wait for you!!

I will be starting a Japanese blog at keita's blog hosting address. And i certainly hope Keita would read my blog! Dun worry Gina, i'll write alot about you so he will know u exist too!
Oh yeah yesterday I was out shooting pics and MAN! The haze was so bad, even the block in front of my house looks blurry!
十六夜の月 has been one song that I have been addicted to lately. If u wanna listen to it, just go to the navigation bar, and look under the heading of 'Another Days'. I put the song+lyrics+translations there.
And im such a total stripe freak. I love to wear striped clothes! I saw A TOTAL RYUICHI TOP YESTERDAY SELLING AT $17 AND I SO WANNA BUY IT.
I admit this. I have no life. All I do is just spend 100% obsessing about w-inds. and doing stuff that are w-inds. related.
But Im happy that way. w-inds. have given me so much direction in my life and made me so hardworking.
For example, when i entered this course, i tot that it was the end of the world for me. But due to w-inds., i worked hard on my Japanese, so that i could translate their songs and anything related to them. This caused me to discover how fun translating was and gave me the vision of being a translator, causing me to no longer resent my course since now my aim is not to to get out of the course but to work hard in jap.
Also, there's this rather lucrative job that allows me to work in Japan. But in order to do that, I would need to have a bachelor's degree. Seems highly impossible but I'll try my best for it! I'd do anything to be nearer to w-inds.!
w-inds.さん、ずっと一杯愛してるよ！
(w-inds., I love you forever from the bottom of my heart)

Yay Keita Updated his blog again!!!!!

2006-10-16T13:07:00.000-07:00

Entry#3
Date:2006-10-15
Time:21:47:54 hrs
Title: Inspection?

Today I played soccer!!!

Whenever I move my body, the feeling is great!

Recently, there was this time i discovered that since i play soccer, the day that Osim Japan (<--soccer team) will be summoned (to play) is coming very soon and I am very excited for that day.

*right here is a picture of some guy that i dun wanna rip from his blog*

Finally my solo single "Michishirube" is on sale.

Solo debut as well as Japanese representation. (<--referring to the Osim Japan thingy that he mentioned earlier)

Please look forward to seeing which one will become ahead of the other first!! (smile)

ねえ、慶太ーくん、もう一つの事は、君に伝えたい:　書きしての物は、増えてください！
(Keita, there's one thing I wanna tell you: Please write more!!)
His blog entries are so short!

Clip#1- This just makes me laugh:

Clip#2- Ryuichi is SO FUNNY AND CUTE and Keita's laughter just makes my hair stand:

Clip#3- More of Keita's scary laughter. Only in this clip, he's young, like 15 or 16 I think:

Clip 4- Well, Keita's still young at that time, of course smth like this is a natural occurrence. Wonder whats so funny..:

Okay enough for now. Gotta go out and shoot pics!

A Two Part Post

2006-10-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

Part one: IN DEFENCE OF 龍一

At Jap class, i brought a whole buncha w-inds stuff written in Jap to ask my teacher how to read many of the words that I do not noe. My classmate saw one particular piece of paper which I wrote 涼平の日記 (Ryohei's diary) and she was like "Ryohei from w-inds.????" I was like "YEAH!!!!! YOU KNOW W-INDS.?!!!" and she told me that SHE SAW THEM LIVE WHEN SHE WAS IN TAIWAN A MONTH AGO!!!!!
But it was coincidental of course. she hadn't planned on seeing them. So anyway the both of us started yakking like mad about w-inds., kinda like a case of Veracia and me yakking abt Arashi back then. She likes Keita and of course I started proclaiming my love for Ryohei to her and I went "hey, you like Ryuichi?" and her comment had me ~~severely~~ somewhat outraged but since we were getting along so well by yakking abt w-inds., i forgave her. So here was what she said:

"龙一太难看了!"
Translation: RYUICHI IS TOO UGLY!
WOAH HANG ON!! RYUICHI IS HELL NOT UGLY!!! He's better looking than alot of other people already okay!!!! And here is just another instances of smth I always emphasize: LOOKS DO MATTER!! THERE!!!!!!! Ppl like Owyong are half the time preaching to me abt how its whats inside that matters more but now I have evidence to refute his stand. Take Ryuichi and Ryohei for example. Both have very very similar backgrounds:
-Both came from Sapporo, Hokkaido.
-Both went to the same dance school
-Both of their names start with RY
-Both have sisters 4 years older than them
-Both can breakdance
BUT!!
-Ryohei spends most of his time dancing while
-Ryuichi spends his time playing the guitar.
-Ryo and Ryu both rap but its Ryuichi that gets to sing a little solo sometimes (Think, SUPER LOVER, Night Flight~夜間飛行~)
Which goes to show that Ryu is slightly more talented than Ryo.
And here's the part about the personality. Ryo, personality-wise, as compared to Ryu, is BLAH. I mean, Ryuichi is the one that provides the funny answers during interviews that make people laugh, and he's the one that provies alot of behind the scenes entertainment with his antics. I hardly ever see Ryo doing anything funny other than adding on to Ryu's comments and while Ryu entertains people, Ryo just laughs along and hardly ever talks, like in a particular episode of w-inds. No Windy Street (some talk show by w-inds.). Ryu is the one with the most colourful personality and the one who's the most talented (until Keita decided to come along and started stealing his limelight in ブギウギ66, where he did the singing AND rapping) and the one who's the best in English. Ryo, as compared to Ryu in this case, is a pretty face who's good at dancing, that's it. And WHAT DO YOU GET?
In a popularity poll in 2002, RYOHEI ALMOST BEAT KEITA BUT LOST ONLY BY ONE VOTE, causing him to come in second.
So you see, LOOKS DO MATTER AFTER ALL!!
でも, 龍一くん、君は、どんな二似ていたら、いつも好きだったよ！ (But Ryuichi, no matter what you look like, I will always like you!)

Part Two: Translation Spam

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Translation:
The Lead Singer of w-inds. Going Solo.
The lead vocalist of the super popular boyband w-inds, has announced his solo debut, "Michishirube" to be released on the 18th of October. While doing the promotions for his solo, Keita expressed his views on his website, citing that w-inds. will not disband, and telling all those who love w-inds. not to worry. The other 2 members of w-inds, Ryuichi and Ryohei, support and encourage Keita's solo to the fullest extent, hoping that he will be able to bring out his true self to the audience through his works.
-Taken from 7th october's issue of Uweekly

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How are you?
This is Tachibana Keita.
Welcoming the 6th year of w-inds.'s activities is an enriching experience.
As an individual, i have been step-by-step preparing to show the world the songs that written and accumulated until now by secretly practicing on my guitar and honing my skills.
As music is able to lead me to,as well as to meet people, it makes me like music even more.
On the 18th of october, I will debut as 'Tachibana Keita'.
I thought that it will be good to tell share with people what is important to me.
Well then, I look forward to the time where we meet again.
-Taken from a postcard from Keita's fanclub.

Last but not least, something that Gina will love me for: KEITA's BLOG ENTRY!!!!
*types in URL* and HEY!!!!! IT's BEEN REVAMPED!!!! The blogskin's been changed and there's a new entry! Great! I shall translate both entries then :D

Entry#1
Date:11 October 2006
Time: 14:08:25 hrs
Title: Nice to Meet you!

Hello everyone, this is Tachibana Keita.

This time, I have started a blog.

I would like people to know about my thoughts and affairs from this blog.

On the 18th of october, my single Michishirube will be released.

This time, I am able to write the lyrics for this single.

The first lyrics that I wrote are usually bout my thoughts that I do not speak of.

Being able to make poetry allows me dicover myself as a new person.

This song may not be very extravagant but I feel that it will become the strength of everyone.

Please try to listen to it.

Entry#2
Date:14 October 2006
Time: 17:28:26 hrs
Title: I kept my promise!

Today I made an performed on MusicOnTV「Make On The Holiday」.

*right at this spot is a photo that i do not wanna rip from his blog*

In the program, I promised to put a photo on my blog and I kept my promise!!! (smile)

Recently, in all the recordings of the music programmes that I did, the atmosphere seems different and alot more tense.

People who watched the program, please try to mail me your thoughts.

I'll be waiting for harsh words! (this sentence had be severely puzzled but here are the actual words that he wrote on his blog from which i translated: 厳しい言葉待ってます. So if anyone who reads this and knows whether its a metaphor, PLEASE TELL ME!)

Also, it was decided LIVE!
Since it could be done quickly and without much thinking, it was something happy.
Everyone please wait with pleasure!!

Okay i seriously dunno what the last paragraph meant. I just translated it word for word and this was the result. Gotta go and ask Ms.Kuriyama again!!
By then I will put up a more refined translation of his blog, i hope.
Okay thats it. The next translation spam will be of Ryohei's diary entries that he wrote while shooting the pics for VACANZA!

Photos

2006-10-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

Before I put up my pics, let me announce:

橘慶太のブログを見つけた!!!!!

Translation: I FOUND TACHIBANA KEITA's BLOG!!!!! Yes people, Keita from w-inds. It's written In Jap of course. So Gina, I'll be happy to tell u the url and translate everything for you okay?
OKAY PICS TIME!!!

Rmb the BBQ that we had on 16th Sept? I got my girls to do loadsa w-inds. poses for me and here they are:
The original. w-inds of 2001 looking stupid.Our version. Positions are wrong tho. Elim and I should have our places switched. Coz she's Ryohei, guy in yellow and I'm Ryuichi, guy in blue and black.

w-inds on the cover of December 2005's JUNON (magazine)

Our version. Once more, Elim and I are standing in the wrong places. Ryo and Ryu!! Our version. WITH MATCHING NAILS AS WELL!! (Look at Ryu's nails as well as mine in the respective pics)

This should be taken somewhere in 2001

Elim got her pose all wrong and Gina's leaning in the wrong direction and ELIM AND I ARE STANDING IN EACH OTHER'S PLACES!! But nonetheless, Good job, girls!

w-inds looking happy

And us looking just as so. FOR THE FIRST TIME WE GOT THE POSITIONS RIGHT!

There are two more pics to go but Im too lazy to scan my poker card to get the original pic. And i need to get the other one frm Gina's photobucket.
Let's continue do more w-inds poses!!!!! We'll have more variety this time coz I bot myself a new stack of w-inds. poker cards last sat so we can look at it for reference!

Translation For Dedicated To You

2006-10-12T13:45:00.000-07:00

Gina will go mad upon seeing this video:

*imitates Gina* "OHH MY GAWWD~ KEITA IS SOOOOO CUTE!!!"
Yeah yeah..I screamed when i saw Ryuichi's *chu* (<--The Japanese version of *muacks*) Okay..I smth new to the navigation bar, with the heading being 'Another Days'. That part will consist of links to the translations that I did for all my J-lyrics (those that I did not translate will not come be linked) as well as my favorite entries. Just in case you do not know, all the headings of my navigation bar are actually titles of w-inds. songs.
-Find Myself is track #11 on the 3nd album
-Another Days is w-inds.'s 5th single

-Love is Message is w-inds.'s 9th single
-NEW PARADISE is w-inds.'s 7th single
-Forever Memories is w-inds.'s 1st single
-Pieces is w-inds.'s 11th single
And for those who STILL do not know,

慶太=KEITA

涼平=RYOHEI

龍一=Ryuichi

Those are the w-inds. members from now onwards I will always be writing their name in Japanese AND I WILL NO LONGER SPELL OUT THEIR NAMES IN ENGLISH SO YOU GUYS BETTA GO AND RMB WHAT THEIR JAP NAMES LOOK LIKE. It will be slightly easier for the chinese coz its written in traditional chinese (which the Japs refer to as Kanji).
Anyway..today I shall translate the song that got eaten up in the previous entry:
Gina's favorite--Dedicated To You (<--CLICK TO LISTEN)

ガラスの湖　空を映す
GARASU no mizuumi sora wo utsusu
乱反射してる　光のプリズム
ranhansha shiteru hikari no PURIZUMU
君の育ったこの場所まで　僕は来たよ
Kimi no sodatta kono basho made boka wa kita yo
君のルーツ辿り
Kimi no RUUTSU tadori

The glassy lake reflects the sky
and the prism of light diffuses.
I came to this place where you were brought up,
where your roots can be traced.

BLUE…
澄んでた瞳は　
sundeta hitomi wa
澄んでるこの空のせい
sunderu kono sora no sei
TRUTH…
共に生きたね　短くても　二人
tomo ni ikita ne mijikakutemo futari

Blue...
My eyes were clear
because of the clear sky
Truth...
We lived together didn't we? Even tho it was short

君を　そう　ずっと　忘れないよ
kimi wo sou zutto wasurenai yo
天と地に　そっと　離されても
ten to chi ni sotto hanasaretemo
願いが一つ　叶うのならば
Negai wa hitotsu kanau no naraba
もう一度…君に逢いたい
Mou ichido...kimi ni aitai

I will never forget you
Even if we were to be quietly be separated by heaven and earth
If there was one wish to be granted
Once more...I want to see you

涙さえ出ずに　彷徨ってた
Namida sae dezu ni samayotteta
どうしようもないことを知ったよ
dou shiyou mo nai koto wo shitta yo
君は最期に「また逢える」
Kimi wa saigo ni "mata aeru"
と微笑(わら)い僕は
to warai boku wa
神様を憎んだ
kamisama wo nikunda

Even without my tears coming out, I wandered around
knowing there was nothing i could do about this.
In your last moment, you (said to me) "We'll meet again"
and smiled at me
(At that time,) I condemned God.

問う…迷った時は
Tou...mayotta toki wa
君ならどう言い　どうしたか
kimi naraba ii doushitaka
遠い場所へ
Tooi bashi e
想いを　風のように歌う
Omoi wo kaze no you ni utau

I wonder...In times of perplexity
what would you say and do?
Towards the faraway place,
I sang my thoughts like the wind.

「好きだ」って　もっと　言いたかった
"Suki da" tte motto iikatakatta
少し嫌(や)になることもできず
Sukoshi ya ni naru koto mo dekizu
君が知らない明日を　これから僕は
kimi ga shirai asu wo kore kara boku wa
どう生きればいい?
dou ikireba ii?

I wanted to say that "I love you" more
It will never become something that I hate (even by) a little
As of now, how can i live
In the unknown future?

誰のため冴え渡る　BLUE SKY
dare no tame sae wataru Blue Sky
二人で見上げたね　飛行機雲
Futari de miageta ne hokoukikumo
約束はもう果たせないけど
Yakusoku wa mou hatasenai kedo
僕の夢　せめて　叶えたい
boku no yume semete kanaetai

For whom does the sky become blue?
We looked up and saw the vapour trail didn't we?
The promises can no longer be fulfilled but
I want to at least have my dream granted.

君を　そう　ずっと　忘れないよ
kimi wo sou zutto wasurenai yo
天と地に　そっと　離されても
Ten to chi ni sotto hanasaretemo
現実は　そう　時に残酷で
genjitsu wa sou toki ni zankoku de
もう二度と…君に逢えない
mou nido to...kimi ni aenai

I will never forget you
even if we were to be quietly be separated by heaven and earth
Reality is cruel at times
and I can no longer see you again.

君のため冴え渡る　BLUE SKY
kimi to tame saewataru blue sky
二人で見つけたね　一番星
futari de mitsuketa ne ichiban hoshi
約束はもう交わせないけど
yakusoku wa mou kawasenai kedo
君の夢　せめて　叶えたい
kimi no yume semete kanaetai

For you, the sky turns blue
we found the first star, didn't we?
We can no longer exchange promises but
I want to at least grant your wish.

Blogging from the School's Lab

2006-10-11T15:37:00.000-07:00

Here i am in the school's lab. Just finished and refined all my FH assignments so i can finally breathe properly..for now.
Today's a really busy day for me.
1045am-12.30pm--shooting pics around the CBD district (photography class)
1-3pm--Director's talk, which i had no choice t skip coz by the time i went back to school, I was nearly 1/2 hrs late. So made use of this time to do my FH assignments
3-6pm--Graphic design class
7-730pm--Piano.
And in addition, i hafta start thinking abt my final projects for these 2 subjects, do my jap homework, study my math..
Its not THAT stressful, just hectic. but once i complete my final projects (which i hope i can complete before the due date), I shall duly reward myself by buying the w-inds. works volume 4 dvd.
yeah okay thats it for now.
Betta start researching for the photography final project!

DOUBLE YOU TEE EFF

2006-10-10T14:15:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE????!!!!!!!!!
I JUST PUT UP A W-INDS. VIDEO THAT WILL MAKE GINA GO MAD AND PAINSTAKINGLY TRANSLATED THE W-INDS. SONG DEDICATED TO YOU AND SOMETHING WENT WRONG AND EVERYTHING GOT EATEN UP!!!!
GAH!!!

Sorry Gina, u gotta wait till the next entry.

2006-10-08T19:14:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I was so stressed out abt my FH assignments that i did the unthinkable:
I WENT TO SCH IN A BID TO ACCESS THE LAB TO DO IT.
Only..
I tapped my proxy card against the reader like 100 times but the door just wun budge! As a result, it was a rather wasted trip but hey, at least i attempted to do something rather than stay at home and let my brain rot.
Jap class went great! Ms.Kuriyama actually remembered my name and she always called me 'Jamie-san!!' but for the other students, she hadta wave her hand at them and go 'sumimasen!!' (which means, 'excuse me!!') She thinks that my jap is very gd and I would be able to take the JLPT 3 (japanese Language Proficiency test Level 3) already!
Then i went off to join Gina, Kaiyin, Rahim, Shaman and Kairen at Marina sq. AND HOW COULD I FORGET TO MENTION THIS!!!!!!!!!!
I BOUGHT THE w-inds. PICTORIAL BOOK VACANZA ALREADYYYYYY
*SCREAMS*
The pics are fantastic. And there's an interview at the back too. Gina and i laughed when we read the funny parts of the interview and she totally went ballistic upon seeing Keita's pics and started snapping pics of it with her hp.
Then they went off to play pool which was kinda boring for me since i didn't wanna play given how bad I am at it.
Thats pretty much about it. As we walked along citylink, i hopped into HMV for a while and started ogling at all the w-inds. stuff there. I Have decided that my next target to to buy w-inds. works vol 4. It's really really cheap like $28+ for 2 dvds!!! If once more, I manage my finances properly, should be able to geddit within 2 weeks if not, at the end of the month.
And yesterday was Owyong's 18th birthday.
HAPPY ~~BELATED~~ BIRTHDAY!!
Yeah i did wish him after all. I strive to be a good person like Ryohei, one who does not bear grudges or get angry. Therefore, I decided to be nice and bury the hatchet.
Couldn't get him a gift tho. Was outta cash and all the shops were closed. Oh well. Maybe at a later date or worst comes to worst, next year.
I sure hope tmr, i would be able to finish my assignments. I dun wanna be like last semester, struggling like crazy to finish everything at the last minute.

Vid Spam

2006-10-06T04:22:00.001-07:00

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST SO LUCKY. SEE FOR YOURSELF:

being taught w-inds. dance steps by w-inds. themselves!!!! The song is Try Your Emotion

AND HAVING YOUR OUTFIT COORDINATED BY THEM??!! OHH I'm SOO JEALOUS!!!

Now let's look at some of the commercials that w-inds. did.

Kinda stupid at the end.　でも、涼平と龍一可愛いでしょ? 慶太のため、もうひとつの親筆:ノンちゃランの目つき、君に、不見合いですよ！(but Ryohei and Ryuichi look cute, don't you think? A note to Keita: the nonchalant look is not suitable for you)

The noses of Gina and I are gonna bleed like a tap.

Passion Fruit and Mango becomes (in Keita's words) "PASSION AND FRUIT MANGO!!" HAHAHA~

I swear if i were one of the girls, I WOULD FAINT ON THE SPOT!!!!

yeah that's the end of my w-inds. fangirl-ism for today.
Photography is SO SLACK OMG. Classes are cancelled for the whole of this week. I AM SO HAPPY. But that means that we will hafta make up for lost time next week. Oh well, i'll survive. I hope..
Graphic design is kinda tedious but Im starting to get the hang of it. I am intending to finish all my work on monday and spend tuesday touching up and refining it..if i can.
OH YEAH, met yihong today and passed him my bio and history books and got treated to dinner at mac as well. Wee..Thank you yihong!
Plans for sat:
-Buy VACANZA
-Get digicam from JK
-Clarify more doubts with Ms.Kuriyama
-Practice translating 涼平's DIARY ENTRIES (YES!!! W-INDS.の千葉涼平!! XD) with Ms.Kuriyama's help of course.
-Meet up with 4/3 friends to celebrate Gina's birthday.YAY~ WE CAN DO MORE W-INDS. POSES!!!
Okay Im tired. betta hop off to bed.

Dedicated To You (Yes it's that w-inds. song)

2006-10-05T13:13:00.000-07:00

Gina will go mad when she watches this.

random: I WANT 慶太's GLASSES!!!!!!

Pearl Dance Instrumental RAWKS!!!!

2006-10-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

OHH YEAHHHH~ Just got my hands on Pearl Dance (Instrumental) which is the last track on 約束のカケラ, the last single that w-inds. released in 2005.
MAN! Pearl Dance Instrumental sounds soo.....elegant! Well, its an elegant-sounding song, with or without the vocals.

♪ Dance with me baby put your best dress on
coz tonight I'm gonna take you away
今夜は君を真珠にしよう
We can dance our cares away~♪

Translation:
Dance with me baby put ur best dress on
coz tonight im gonna take you away
Tonight I'm gonna turn you into a pearl
we can dance our cares away

Yeah that's the lyrics for the first verse of Pearl Dance. AND I MANAGED TO RECOVER THE SONG EX-GIRLFRIEND!!!
Im so hooked onto Pearl Dance now..maybe i should set it as my blog song. Nah..for now it'll still be 約束のカケラ. but the next time i change my blog song, you can expect it to either be Pearl Dance or Song 4 U.
Can't wait 4 the weekend! Im gonna buy VACANZA (w-inds. pictorial book)..yippie~!!

2006-10-02T15:08:00.000-07:00

The guilt that comes from not doing work is simply overwhelming so i decided to do my work and I managed to figure out the answers to alot of questions that i previosuly did not noe how to do.
Sch at an ungodly hour later---6pm!!! howells at least there's kim for company :)
On a happier note, if i manage my finances properly this week, i should be able to purchase the w-inds. pictorial book VACANZA by this weekend with a bit of cash left over to get me started on saving for my next pict book-- the one with the TRIAL cover at the front and the limited edition PRIME OF LIFE cover at the back which also includes an Ageha dvd/vcd/cd (actually i dun even noe what it is. There's just a disk in the package with the word 'Ageha' on it).
Watched this w-inds. clip about their performance at this Red White singing contest in Japan. There's such thing here but it's over already. I'm thinking of joining it next year tho.
Okay the guilt's hitting me again. Betta get back to my work. And also, i hope that DigiPhoto willl NOT be a sucky subject tha drives me to tears like 3dAF. *crosses fingers*. If i can make it thru 4 continuous blocks last sem, i should be able to make it thru this 2.

涼ーちゃん、君は私が夢中をさせて!!!

2006-09-30T16:24:00.000-07:00

ZOMFG THIS VIDEO HAD ME DELIRIOUSLY INSANE AND BEWITCHED TO THE MAX LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. GO ON CLICK, AND WATCH IT, YOU NOE U WANNA..

I WAS TOTALLY SQUEALING LIKE DF94E-=4*&*^*23L0-!!!!!!!
OHHHHH 涼平, YOU WRECK MY BRAIN YOU WRECK MY BRAIN SO BADDDDD~
I NEVER KNEW HE SOUNDED SO NICE WHEN HE SINGS. THE PRODUCERS SHOULD TOTALLY LET HIM SING MORE!!!!!!!
I SWEAR TO BE ABLE TO RAP AND DANCE LIKE THIS ONE DAY!!~
涼平 you Drive-Me-Crazy,
there's No One Else like you,
you are my SUPER LOVER,
I want you to color my world, and take me to the NEW PARADISE!!!!!

(*notes: -Drive-Me-Crazy is track #2 on the w-inds. latest single ブギウギ66.
- No One Else is track #2 on w-inds. 8th single SUPER LOVER, with the first line going 'No one else like you..',
-SUPER LOVER is one of my HAWT FAVORITE w-inds. songs and Gina prolly heard me singing it many times.
- 'I want you to color my world' is the first line of the song Color Me, which is track#12 on the album Ageha.
-NEW PARADISE is the 7th single of w-inds. with a line that goes 'take me to the paradise...')

四季

2006-09-28T22:19:00.000-07:00

四季(<--click to listen) Initially I wasn't a fan of this song. But after I watched the PV, i realised how nice it actually was and now it is one of my favorite singalong songs. 欲しかったもの hoshikatta mono
1つずつ手に入れて
hitotsu zutsu te ni irete
その中でも　代わりのない
sono naka demo kawari mo nai
宝物があって
takaramono ga atte
磁石みたく　理由もなく
jishaku mitaku wake mo naku
ただ惹かれてく心を
tada hikareteku kokoro wo
暖めあうように
atatameau you ni
二人を包んだ　春の風
futari wo tsutsunda haru no kaze

The things that i wanted
came to me, one by one.
However, in it all, there's a precious thing
that cannot be substituted.
Like a magnet, for no reason at all,
my heart was attracted to it.
The spring wind embraces the both of us,
warming each other.

過ごした瞬間が増えて
sugoshita shunkan ga fuete
胸に刻む　君との　seasons
mune ni kizamu kimi to no seasons
ずっとこの先も
zutto kono saki mo
繰り返すと　信じて
kurikaesu to shinjite
明日晴れても
asu haretemo
雨の日でも
ame no hi demo
もう今は君に逢えない
mou ima wa kimi ni aenai
遠い波にさらわれた
tooi nami ni sarawareta
あの夏の夢
ano natsu no yume

The moments we spent increases
and the seasons spent with you are engraved in my heart
Right now, i definitely believe that
Everything can be repeated.
It doesn't matter if tomorrow, it's rain or shine,
since now i can no longer see you.
The dream of the summer
is carried away by the distant wave

一晩中そばにいても
hitobanjuu soba ni itemo
またいつもの
mata itsumo no
日常に戻される
nichijou ni modosareru
夜明けを恨んだり
yoake wo urandari
もしもいつか
moshimo itsuka
この世界の終わりが来て
kono sekai ga owari ga kite
それでも　二人なら
sore demo futari nara
一緒だと思ってた　秋の夜
issho dato omotteta aki no yoru

Even if you were near me throughout the night
I always blamed the dawn
that has to return everyday
If someday,
the world were to end,
But I have always thought that if we were together,
the autumn nights would be the same

瞳を閉じれば　いつも
hitomi wo tojireba itsumo
よみがえる　君との　seasons
yomigaeru kimi to no seasons
そのぬくもりと
sono nukumori to
痛みは　消えないまま
itami wa kienai mama
優しさが足りなかったね
yasashisa ga tarinakatta ne
不器用な僕に残った
bukiyou na boku ni nokotta
最後に見た想い出は
saigo ni mita omoide wa
あの冬の涙
ano natsu no namida

Whenever i closed my eyes,
the seasons (i spent) with you are revived.
That sort of warmth
makes the pain go away.
The kindness wasn't enough, was it?
The last memory I saw were the summer tears
that remained in the incapable me.

so I cannot forget
4 seasons we’ve live in
君がいない四季を渡るよ
kimi ga inai shiki wo wataru yo

So i cannot forget
4 seasons we've lived in in
I will cross all 4 seasons without you.

so I cannot forget
4 seasons we’ve live in
あの空も　悲しみも　抱いて
ano sora mo kanashimi mo daite
so I cannot forget
4 seasons we’ve live in

So i cannot forget 4 seasons we've lived in
The sky embraces my sorrow
So I cannot forget 4 seasons we'ved lived in.

過ごした瞬間が増えて
sugoshita shunkan ga fuete
胸に刻む　君との　seasons
mune ni kizamu kimi to no seasons
ずっとこの先も
zutto kono saki mo
繰り返すと　信じて
kurikaesu to shinjite
明日晴れても
asu haretemo
雨の日でも
ame no hi demo
もう今は叶えられない
mou ima wa kanaerarenai
遠い日々に置いてきた
tooi hibi ni oite kita
あの二人の夢
ano futari no yume

The moments we spent increases
and I engrave the seasons (I spent) with you in in my heart
Right now, i definitely believe that
Everything can be repeated.
It doesn't matter if tomorrow, it's rain or shine,
now that it (my wish) cannot be granted.
(And so,) I left our dream in those distant days.

OH YEAH yesterday i managed to get my hands on the NEW PARADISE ~ Future Candy Remix~. It sounds SOOOOOOO different from the original version and it starts off with 龍一(ryuichi)'s rapping instead of 慶太(keita)'s singing. And 涼平(ryohei) DYED HIS HAIR AGAIN!!!! oh dear, if this keeps up, the guy's gonna wreck his hair! This is actually the 3th time he changed his hair color this year already! And here are TWO THINGS Ryo and I have in common:
-HE's A FANBOY (of DA PUMP) and I'm a FANGIRL (of w-inds.) His most precious item is his DA PUMP single called Beat Ball and he waxes lyrical about how happy he was when he got to see them live for the first time. If i saw w-inds. live, u bet i will write a 1000 word blog entry about it.
- He actually thinks about the lyrics of songs. In an interview of ブギウギ66, he said this about the lyrics: "...this line 'the quietness before the storm'...WHATS's THAT??"
Let me explain. In lyrics of　ブギウギ66, there's this stanza that goes
'GOING SHALA PAPA DOWA LAPAPA
嵐の前で静けさだね
准备いいか、EVERYBODY?'

Translated as
'GOING SHALA PAPA DOWA LAPAPA
The quietness before the storm.
Are you prepared, Everybody?'

I see his point. The line 'the quietness before the storm' is so random and is kinda redundant and makes no sense.

慶太と龍一と涼平ーくんは本当に愛してる!!!!!!! (I love Keita, Ryohei and Ryuichi)
w-inds. が大好き!!!!!!!! ( I LOVE w-inds.)
w-inds.をいないならば、人生に意味じゃありません!!!!!!!!! (without w-inds., there is no meaning in life

All The songs I Translate Are by w-inds.

2006-09-28T15:09:00.000-07:00

- I know the brand of 慶太's wallet
-龍一 is taller than 涼平
-2 boys, one look:

涼平(top) VS 龍一(above)

Two screenshots that i caught from the 約束のカケラ PV. Ryu looks SO HAWT in there.
Alright. Today, the song that I am gonna translate is one that always soothes me whenever I am down. It's a sad sounding song with sad lyrics but it has the opposite effect on me as compared to 約束のカケラ.
I give you:十六夜の月 (click to listen)

just for you
季節が色付ける想い出
kisetsu ga iro tsukeru omoide
いつか逢えなくなると知りながら
itsuka aenaku naru to shirinagara
…君を愛した
...kimi wo aishita

just for you
The seasons colour my memories
While knowing I couldn't see you
...I loved you

限りある時の砂浜を二人
kagiri aru toki no sunama wo futari
あてもなく歩くような恋だった
atemo naku aruku you na koi datta
逆さに振る靴から零(こぼ)れたのは
sakasa ni furukutsu kara koboreta no wa
熱い刹那 …きっと君も知ってた
atsui setsuna kitto kimi mo shitteta

The limited sands of time
was like the love we had, walking without an aim.
You too, knew of the passionate moments
that flowed from the shoe which i shook upside down.

誰かの代わりでも僕はよかったよ …ずっと
dareka no kawari demo boku wa yokatta yo...Zutto
あの時君は泣いてた?「ごめん」と僕に告げて
ano toki kimi wa naiteta? "gomen" to boki ni tsugete

I may be a replacement for someone else, but I was alright with it...always
were you crying crying at that time and telling me "i'm sorry"?

蒼い欠月(つき)が独りの影伸ばし
aoi tsuki ga hitori no kage nobashi
君の面影だけ照らす
kimi no omokage dake terasu
just for me
just for me
季節が見せつける理論(theory)
kisetsu ga misetsukeru THEORY
愛は満ちては欠けてくもの、と
ai wa michite wa kaketeku mono, to
…十六夜(いざよい)の月
...izayoi no tsuki

The only shadow of the blue moon extends
and shines only on your face
Just for me
The seasons show this THEORY
when love reaches its limit, it breaks, just like the
...Moon of the sixteenth night

下弦に変わりゆく月を君も見てる?
kagen ni kawariyuku tsuki wo kimi mo miteru?
あの日君が話してた彼(ひと)と
ano hi kimi ga hanashiteta hito to

Did you see the moon changing in the last quarter?
With that person you were talking to that day

「出逢いが早ければ…」君が云いかけた言葉が
"deai ga hayakereba..." kimi ga ii kaketa kotoba ga
僕の胸を締め付けるよ今も …きっと冬も
boku no mune wo shime tsukeru yo ima mo...kitto fuyu mo

"If only we met earlier..." were the words you said
It causes my heart to tighten ...now, and definitely in the winter as well

浅い眠りで見る夢は切ない
asai nemuri de miru yume wa setsunai
君が哀しく微笑(わら)うから
kimi ga kanashii warau kara

In my shallow sleep, I see a painful dream
because you smiled sadly

Just for you
just for you
もう二度と唄えない旋律(melody)
mou nido to utaenai MELODY
あの日「さよなら」さえ云えなくて …君と離れた
ano hi "SAYONARA" sae ienakute...kimi to hanareta

Just for you
This MELODY which I can never sing again
I couldn't even say "goodbye" to you on that day...and I was separated from you.

夏に燃えすぎた太陽が沈むから
natsu ni moe sugita taiyou ga shizumu kara
焦げたような匂いがするんだ ....autumn
kogeta you na nioi ga surun da...autumn

The sun that burns too much in the deep summer
it smells like it's burning...autumn

少し寒くて羽織った上着では
sukoshi samukute oritta uwagi de wa
想い閉じ払められなくて
omoi tokomerare nakute

It's a little cold and in the feather woven jacket (i wore), I couldn't lock my feelings into it.

蒼い欠月(つき)が独りの影伸ばし
aoi tsuki ga hitori no kage nobashi
君の面影だけ照らす
kimi no omokage dake terasu
just for me
just for me
季節が見せつける理論(theory)
kisetsu ga misetsukeru THEORY
愛は欠けるから美しい、と
ai wa kakeru utsukushii, to
…十六夜(いざよい)の月
...izayoi no tsuki

The only shadow of the blue moon extends
and shines only on your face
Just for me
the seasons show this THEORY
A beautiful love breaks, just like the
...The moon of the 16th night

How poetic!!! This is fun! Oh yeah bear in mind this. I DID NOT GO THRU THOSE ONLINE TRANSLATING MACHINES TO HELP ME. THIS IS ALL BASED ON MY OWN KNOWLEDGE and of course a little bit of help from my dictionary to look up unfamiliar words.

栗山ー先生が大好き!! =D

2006-09-26T20:36:00.000-07:00

CHECK THIS OUT!!!!! (Click to see full size)

See what my teacher wrote at the top??? I AM SO HAPPY!! Yeah that's my Jap worksheet. And yes, i know that it is very easy.
Anyway yesterday Jap class was wonderful!! I managed to clarify stuff with my teacher and I was asking her some advanced stuff and she was like and she told me that i will only be learning those things in around the 19th-30th lesson!!!!!! And i was like "WHAT???!!!!" and she told me this:
"U are a very clever girl who is very interested and i know u want to jump and learn very fast but slow down! There are actually some people who learn till very advanced and yet they dun even noe the basics. I noe all this is very easy for you and you can recite very well and you know all the hiragana but for the homework, you do in kanji, I help you correct the kanji."
She just put a huge smile on my face. And she did recognize the fact that it was really easy for me because we were learning how to say big numbers in japanese, like those 4 digit numbers. Ms.Kuriyama picked me to recite the number with the most number of digits.
But sadly, due to my timetable, it will be quite a while before i see Ms.Kuriyama again coz I hafta transfer to the saturday class and START FROM LESSON 1 ALL OVER AGAIN but of course, I will skip the first 3 lessons since i have already gone thru it.
OH YEAH HOW CAN I FORGET!!! I HAVE THE PV OF 道標 (慶太's debut single) and HE WROTE THE LYRICS BY HIMSELF!!!!!! WOW HOW TALENTED!!!!!! In addition, I GOT MY HANDS ON THE LYRICS (which is in Kanji, duh) WHICH IS NOT YET AVAILABLE ONLINE!!!! HAHAHA DUN ASK HOW I GOT IT. A W-INDS. FANGIRL NEVER REVEALS HER SECRETS!!
Digital Imaging and Graphic design next month onwards. Sounds fun. NO MORE TRADITIONAL MEDIUM ART!!! THANK GOODNESS!!!!!! Let's just hope i can do reasonably well.

I've had enough of emo songs. Today i shall translate one of my favorites: Song 4 U (<--right click, open in new window. But remember to set the blog song at a pause so u won't get the two songs overlapping each other :))

哀しいいくらいに
kanashii shii kurai ni
警戒心(ジェラシー)と踊ってんだ
JERASHII to odottenda
愛を失くして　愛を閉ざした　...Oh that girl
ai wo nakushite ai wo kazashita ...oh that girl

In the darkness of of sorrow,
I danced with 'Jealousy'
I lost love , I shut out love...oh girl

人前で泣くこともなく
hito mae de naku koto mo naku
ちょっと見は全く平気　...Baby
chotto mi wa mattaku heiki...Baby
でも僕は誤魔化(ダマ)せない
demo boku wa damasenai
Nobody but me, I know you so well
Nobody But me, i know you so well

Losing (the habit of) crying in front of people
I'm totally fine...baby
But you can't deceive me
Nobody but me, I know you so well

Back on your feet
back on your feet
愛し合い・・・別れが来る
aishiai...wakare ga kuru
すぐ立ち直れなくて
sugu tachi naore nakute
でも時間(とき)が経てばAlright!・・・そんなもん!
demo toki ga tateba ALright!...Sonnamon!
Back on your feet
back On your feet
次の愛　出逢う時
tsugi no ai deau toki
またこう思えるはず
mata kou omoeru hazu
「多分こんな恋は　そうない　・・・もうない!」
"tabun konna koi wa sou nai mou nai!"

Back on you feet!
Loving each other, the parting comes.
and you can't get over it and stand up
but when time passes, ALRIGHT! That's the way it is!
Back on your feet!
When you meet you next love,
Once more, you should think like this,
"Perhaps there isn't any love like this...Ever!"

どんなに辛いことも
Donna ni tsurai koto mo
It’s a step to go
It's a step to go
君をもっと輝かせる要素
kimi wo motto kagayakaseru youso

No matter how difficult,
It's a step to go
This is an element to make you shine more.

自分磨く最高のチャンス
jibun migaku saikou no CHANSU
そう吹っ切ったら Dance with me! ...baby
sou fukkittara Dance with me!...baby
ただ君のためだけに
tada kimi no tame dake ni
歌いたい　...This song 4 U
Utai tai ... This song 4 U

Make the highest chance shine by yourself
Yes, if you make a breakthrough, Dance with me!...baby Only for you,
I wanna sing...This song 4 U

Back on your feet
Back on your feet
精一杯　愛したら
Seiipai aishitara
どんな結末(おわり)が来ても
donna owariga kitemo
してないハズだよ、後悔　...So now on!
Shitenai hazu da yo koukai...So now on!
Back on your feet
Back on your feet
All night　感じて　Beat
All night kanjite Beat
涙こらえなくていい
namida koraenakute ii
最後微笑(わら)えたら　...Alright! Alright!
Saigo waraetara ...Alright! Alright!

Back on your feet
if you love to the fullest,
no matter what kind of ending comes,
you shouldn't regret...So now on!
back on your feet
Feel the beat all night
It's alright if you can't hold back your tears
As long as you can smile in the end...ALright! Alright!

Back on your feet
back oN your feet
愛し合い・・・別れが来る
Aishiai... wakare ga kuru
すぐ立ち直れなくて
sugu tachi naore nakute
でも時間(とき)が経てばAlright!・・・そんなもん!
demo toki ga tateba Alright!... Sonnamon!
Back on your feet
back on your feet
次の愛　出逢う時
Tsugi no Ai deau toki
またこう思えるはず
mata kou omoeru hazu
「多分こんな恋は　そうない　・・・もうない!」
"tabun konna koi wa sou nai ... mou nai!"

back on your feet!
Loving each other, the parting comes
and you can't get over it and stand up
But when time passes, ALright!...That's the way it is!
back on your feet
When you meet your next love,
Once more, you should think like this,
"perhaps there is no love like this...Ever!"

I apologize if there's any inaccuracy or whatever, but this is the best i can do for now. WHAT A NICE SONG RIGHT??!!! GAH! Shoulda listened to this song last year instead of moping and being angry all the time!!! This song could have offered me the encouragement I needed and given that w-inds. was the artiste, my wound would have healed instantaneously and i would be as good as new, if not better!
Actually honestly speaking, Elim actually asked me if i knew what w-inds. was in a math lesson TWO YEARS AGO while we were learning trigonometry!!! WHY DIDN'T MY INTEREST SPARK!! WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE 2 YEARS LATER WHEN IT WAS VERACIA WHO ASKED ME????? As a result, my life was an empty void without the presence of w-inds, especially last yr (sec 3 went pretty good).

School is Starting soon..WAY TOO SOON in fact

2006-09-25T22:34:00.000-07:00

i guess i shoulda expected it. Since my holidays started earlier it should end earlier as well. (Actually i considered the time where i took C&E to be a holiday as well coz i practically did not do anything at all. Just go sch for 1.5 hrs, watch documentary and go home.)

Bad things:
-WEIRD TIMETABLE!!!! My sch is from 3-9pm!!!!!! That means that i'd probably hafta move my piano and Jap classes to the weekends.
-STRESS AND EXHAUSTION. But i'll grit my teeth and bear with it. i'll get thru it like how i got thru the other horrendous modules. Besides, there's Kim around to give moral support, since the both of us are sharing the same schedule, as well as Fiona (maybe Jeanie?) to help me improve on my work.

Good things:
-Since I am confident of becoming a translator/dancer in future instead of a designer, i won't have to harbour thoughts of "Why am i putting up with this! I dun even wanna be here in the first place!" and end up close to tears. As such, I will not show my indignance to my lecturers by purposely NOT putting any effort into my work at all.
Now that i think of it, i've actually got a couple of friends who do not to intend to work in the fields of their related diplomas. I'm not alone!

Oh dear..just thought of another bad thing. I'm definitely gonna hafta work on good time management, juggling my studying for o levels and my assignments.
But I'll manage. Just like how the w-inds. members managed their jobs and their schooling when they first debuted ( 慶太 and 龍一　were 16 and 涼平 was 17, which meant that they were high school students)

只从中学毕业后，我觉得我华语的程度下降了非常多。在拼命地学日语的途中，我却忽略了自己的母语。我觉得这有点不公平的。所以，我决定要尽量地用华语来写，这样，我才可以精通三语。

Hey, i can write in chinese too, okay? Nothing to be surprised about.
Translation: Ever since i graduated from sec school, i felt that the standard of my chinese has dropped a lot. In the midst of learning Japanese vigorously, I had neglected my mother tongue. I feel that this is rather unfair. So, i decided to try my best to write in chinese so that i can be equally good in all three languages.

Alright. today's song will be Gift

淡く色付いた
awaku iro tsuita
紫陽花の咲く
ajisai no saku
路地裏には青く香る
rojiura ni wa aoku kaoru
風がゆるやかに吹いて
kaze ga yuruyaka ni fuite

Turning into a place color,
the hydrangea blooms
in the alleyway with, a blue fragrance.
And the wind blows gently

思い出の中の
omoide no naka no
(How I feel inside)
(How I feel inside)
幼い僕は
osanai boku wa
夏へ続くこの季節を
natsu e tsuzuku kono kisetsu wo
駆け足で走り抜けた
kakeashi de hashiri nuketa

In my memories
(how i feel inside)
of my childhood,
this season that leads to summer
runs through quickly

子供の頃に見た　未来を今歩いている
kodomo no goro ni mita mirai wo ima aruite iru
(walk my own way)
(walk my own way)
理想と現実の狭間に揺れ
risou to genjitsu no hazama ni yure
大人になってゆく
otona ni natte yuku

Now as I walk towards the future, I saw myself when i was a kid.
(walk my own way)
and now i sway in the interval between dreams and reality
as i become an adult

どんな時も　忘れることのない
donna toki mo wasureru koto mo nai
遠い記憶　あの空の下
tooi kioku ano sora no shita
淡い風にそっと揺れて
awai kaze ni sotto yurete
咲く紫陽花のように
ajisai no you ni

There are things that I will never forget no matter what time it is.
my distant memories under the sky
sways quietly in the blowing wind
like the blooming hydrangea.

いつか僕が　思い描いてた
itsuka boku ga omoi egaiteta
夢は今も　変わらないから
yume wa ima mo kawaranai kara
今の僕に出来ることの
ima no boku ni dekiru koto no
すべてをまた未来へ
subete wo mata mirai e
贈り届けたい
okuritodoketai

Someday, the memories i have painted
as well as my memories, remain unchanged now because
The things that i can do now,
I want to deliver it all again
In the future

やがて降りだした
yagate furidashita
雨に追われて
ame ni owarete
石畳を走り抜けて
ishidatami wo hashiri nukete
逃げ込む思い出の場所
nigekomu omoi de basho

Soon, it started to rain
chased by the rain,
i ran quickly on the pavement
running to the place of memories

ひそやかに香る
hisoyaka no kaoru
(I feel smell of rain)
(I feel smell of rain)
雨のにおいは
ame no nioi wa
なぜか今も君の胸を
naze ga ima mo kimi no mune wo
甘く締めつけるけれど
amaku shimetsukeru keredo

The smell of the rain
is secretly fragrant
I wonder why , your heart, even now,
is tightened with optimism

懐かしさはきっと　過去の君が残した希望
natsukashisa wa kitto kako no kimi ga nokoshita kibou
(My dear feeling)
(my Dear Feeling)
これからまた君の　行く先へと
korekara mada kimi no yukusaki e to
希望を残さなきゃ
kibou wo nokosanakya

My yearning is definitely the hope you left behind in the past
(my dear feeling)
from now on, as you leave for your unseen destination,
you have to leave hope behind

どんな時も　忘れることのない
donna toki mo wasureru koto mo nai
遠い季節　あの路地裏で
tooi kisetsu ano rojiura de
雨上がりに青く染まり
ame agari ni aoku somari
咲く紫陽花のように
saku ajisai no you ni

There are some things that I will never forget no matter what time it is
In the alleyway, those distant memories
are dyed blue after the rain
like the blooming hydrangeas.

いつか君が　想い描いてた
Itsuka kimi ga omoi egaiteta
夢が今も　変わらないなら
yume ga ima mo kawaranai nara
今の君に出来ることの
ima mo kimi ni dekiru koto no
すべてをまた未来へ
subete wo mata mirai e
贈り届けよう
okuri todokeyou

someday, the memories you have painted
as well as the dreams remain unchanged now because
the things that i can do for you now,
I will deliver them once more
to the future.

きっといつの日か振り返るその時には
kitto itsuno hi ka furikaeru sono toki ni wa
歩き出したばかりのこの道さえ遠く見えるさ
arukidashita bakari no kono michi sae tooku mieru sa

Someday we will surely look back at this time
Even this road of which we just began to walk looks so distant.

どんな時も　忘れることのない
donna toki mo wasureru koto mo nai
遠い記憶　あの空の下
tooi kioku ano sora no shita
淡い風にそっと揺れて
awai kaze ni sotto yurete
咲く紫陽花のように
saku ajisai no you ni

there are things that i will not forget no matter what time it is
the distant memories under the sky
sways quietly in the blowing wind
like the blooming hydrangea.

いつか僕が　想い描いてた
itsuka boku ga omoi egaiteta
夢は今も　変わらないから
yume wa ima mo kawaranai kara
今の僕に出来ることの
ima no boku no dekiru koto no
すべてをまた未来へ
subete wo mata mirai E
贈り届けたい
okuri todoketai

Someday, the memories that i painted
and my dreams even now, remain unchanged because
the things that i can do now,
I wanna deliver it all once more
to the future.

Another emo song that i was once afraid to listen to for fear that the tears will start rolling but i overcame it and now i love to sing along!
This song is REALLY DIFFICULT TO TRANSLATE!!! I had such a hard time! no worries. Practice makes perfect. Practice practice practice!!!
And here's smth random: i think my sore throat was a blessing in disguise. When I sing w-inds. songs, my voice actually sound clearer now and i can hit Keita's high notes with less difficulty. Yay.

My New Hobby II

2006-09-25T15:18:00.000-07:00

I have discovered yet another new hobby: TRANSLATING!!!!
Translating betweeen English, Chinese and Japanese and hopefully, Korean as well. ~~And i daresay I am pretty good at it~~
As such, I dun hafta worry so much about how to sustain myself in my current course at TP anymore. Coz i decided that most likely, my job in the future will be a translator. I am planning to take up MTV dancing outside next yr so hopefully that gives me another avenue into job-hunting upon my graduation, as a dancer perhaps (LIKE RYOHEI!!!!).
Okay now let me practice. Every entry, I'll translate (as well as romanize, so as to make it easier for tho who can't read Jap) a w-inds. song and i'll put up the mp3 along with the lyrics so u guys can sing along.

Song for today: Ageha (<--click to listen)

投げつけた寂しさを
雪で固めて
Negetsuketa samishisa wo
yuki de katamete

I tossed away my loneliness
that was hardened by the snow

きまずいまま　花は咲き
君は往
kimazui mama hana wa saki
kimi wa yuku

The flower blooms awkwardly
as you leave

あの日　君の夢をはぐらかしてゴメン
僕だけが置いていかれそうで
ano hi kimi wo yume wo hagurakashite gomen
boku dake ga oiteyukaresou de

I am sorry that i avoided your dream that day
Now, I am the only one left.

アゲハ蝶追った　あの夏の日
もう一度　あんな風　夢つかまえられる
そう　親友の君ならば
Ageha chou otta ano natsu no ni
mou ichido anna fuu yume tsukamaerareru
sou shinyuu no kimi naraba

That summer day, we chased the swallowtail butterflies
once more, we can grasp our dreams in that manner
yes, if it's you, my best friend

友達に囲まれて
握手交わす君
Tomodachi ni kakomarete
akushu kawasu kimi

Surrounded by friends
we exchanged handshakes

僕だけが　少し離れ
見送ったホーム
boku dake ga sukoshi hanare
miokutta HOMU

Only I was a little distant
as I sent you off on that (train) platform.

意味さえ理解(わか)らずに
一緒に歌ってた　あの唄の切なさを知ったよ
Imi sae wakarazu ni
Isshoni utatteta ano uta no setsunasa wo shitta yo

Without even knowing the meaning,
we sang together and we knew the sadness of the song.

旅立ち　いざ別れの刻(とき)
君へと　あの唄　口笛にして吹く
「さよなら」の代わりに
tabitachi iza wakare no toki
kimi e to ano uta kuchibue ni shite fuku
"sayonara" no kawari ni

You're going on the journey, now, it's time to part
I will whistle that song to you
instead of (saying) "goodbye"

動く列車の窓越しに
瞳(め)と瞳が合った
君が優しく微笑(わら)うから
泣きそうになった
ugoku ressha no mado koshi ni
me to me ga atta
kimi ga yasashiku warau kara
nakisou ni natta

At the passing window of the moving train,
our eyes met.
because you smiled at me gently,
I wanted to cry

アゲハ蝶追った　あの夏の日
もう一度　あんな風　夢追いかけたいよ
そう　親友の君のように
Ageha chou otta ano natsu no hi
mou ichido anna fuu yume oikaketai yo
Sou shinyuu no kimi no you ni

On that summer day, we chased the swallowtail butterflies.
I want to be able to capture my dream in that manner once more.
Yes, like you, my best friend.

アゲハ蝶追った　あの夏の日
約束したよね　たとえ離れたって
そう　親友でいようね、と
Ageha chou otta ano natsu no hi
yakusoku shita yo ne tatoe hanaretatte
sou shinyuu de iyou ne, to

On that summer day, we chased the swallowtail butterflies
We made a promise despite the distance, didn't we?
That we'll always be best friends?

会えない日々も
そう　親友と呼ばせてよ
親友でいさせてよ
aenai hibi mo
sou shinyuu to yobasete yo
shinyuu de isasete yo

Even though we cannot meet,
I will still call you 'my best friend'
Let me be your best friend

Sincerely Yours With All My Heart

Shucks I can feel the lump in my throat. I never knew the lyrics were so.......touching. I shall dedicate this song to all my good friends in sec sch and my few poly friends who made sch bearable for me. ~~そして、あいつのために。君は、私の親友だった。~~
That's the effect w-inds. music have on me. Applaud them.

THE PATHETIC W-INDS. FANGIRL WROTE FIVE PARTS IN THIS POST

2006-09-24T16:15:00.000-07:00

1)CDS selection!!!!!!!!
our CDS have been chosen for us already and all we had to do is to re-arrange it in the order we want.
Everyone's whacking Jap. Not me. Why should i learn something that i already know? I want Econs but should I be allocated smth else, i'm okay. i'm fine with all the CDS-es. Thank goodness I am not like the other students who only want Jap and nth else. If they dun get Jap, they're really gonna suffer. But still, to Kim, Kaya and Fiona and all those who want Jap, good luck, hope u get it and DUN GET INTO ECONS SO THAT THERE WILL BE SPACE FOR ME.

2) I HAVE FAILED AS A W-INDS. FANGIRL. *SOB*
Reason being, i have always spelt it as W-inds, as in:
(capital letter) W (dash) - inds

Think there's nth wrong? THINK AGAIN! Yesterday as I was looking thru the two stacks of w-inds. poker cards and my JUNON magazine, i realised that the correct way of spelling it should be w-inds. as in:

(small letter) w (dash) - inds (dot).

YES THE DOT!!!! THE DOT THE DOT THE DOT!!!! HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO IGNORANT?!?!?!?! Fangirl since June and yet I didn't notice it till now? I AM A FAILURE!!!! At least now i know and won't hafta tolerate people secretly laughing at me behind my back at my proclaiming myself as the ultimate w-inds. fangirl and yet i can't even spell w-inds. (look! I remembered the small letter w and the dot!)

3) I WATCHED THE W-INDS. PERFORMANCE ON MTV ASIA YESTERDAY AND IT WAS SPECTACULAR!!!!!!!
But i was cheated outright. I read reviews abt the MTV mandarin awards and it said that it lasted 5 hours and w-inds. performed 4 songs. BUt when i turned on my Tv at 4pm yesterday, THE WHOLE THING ONLY LASTED AN HOUR SND W-INDS ONLY PERFORMED ブギウギ66!!! All the other artistes, just entered the stage, sang, and exited to make place for the next artiste. BUT FOR W-INDS., it was DIFFERENT! W-INDS. HAD TEH GRANDEST ENTRANCE OF ALL! They actually showed (on the gigantic screen at the location of the awards) the fangirls in groups declaring their love for w-inds. example "w-inds.! We have been waiting 12 days for you", "w-inds.! you are our SUPER LOVER!!!" and then the countdown started....5, 4, 3, 2, 1 AND W-INDS. MADE THEIR APPEARANCE!!!! WOOOOOOO~ YEAHHH!!! Keita looked gorgeously HAWT as they performed ブギウギ66 and Ryohei and Ryuichi charmed the crowds with their moves. throughout that performance, i got my sister to record it for me while i jumped non-stop in the background. Yup! Throughout the entire song, I WAS JUMPING LIKE NOBODY's BUSINESS. I have the footage in my video cam now and I'll catch the screenshots and put it up here once i upload the vid into my com. OH YEAH IT WAS JUST PLAIN ECSTACY WATCHING MY PRINCES ON TV FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER.

4) I think I'm coming down with smth. My throat felt funny yesterday and this morning it worsened. GAH! It's pretty badly infected so now it's virtually impossible for me to talk or sing. IMAGINE!!! BEING UNABLE TO SING! that's just torture. i can't live without singing. In addition, lethargy plagues me and i've been sweating profusely. I sure hope i feel better soon! I wanna continue jumping and screaming to w-inds.!

5) NEW BLOG SONG: 約束のカケラ (yakusoku No Kakera, Piece Of a promise) Two days ago, as I listened to 約束のカケラ, I nearly cried. Really. This song just makes me so emo. It sounds like it's a happy song but the lyrics are really sad. And yet, in its melancholy, some form of beauty is actually portrayed in the form of the description of the scenery. Here are the lyrics romanized (italic) and translated (red) by me. See for urself. Sing along!

千切れた氷のカケラが
chigireta koori no kakera ga
紡いだ絹(シルク)の風に揺れながら
tsumuida shiruku no kaze ni yure nagara
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる
gin-iro ni sora wo somete maiochiru

The broken pieces of ice
while swaing in wind that is like a spinning silk,
dyes the sky silver as it flutters to the ground

きらびやかにざわめく街
kirabiyaka ni zawameki machi
この季節の空が
kono kisetsu no sora ga
僕には切なくて
boku ni wa setsunakute

In this dazzling and noisy street,
this season's sky
is painful for me

時が過ぎて忘れられる
toki ga sugite wasurerareru
思い出なんて
omoi de nante
ひとつもなかった
hitotsu mou nakatta

Time passes and i forget
and now,
I do not even have a single memory

微笑む君のいたずらな瞳
hohoemu kimi ni, itazura na hitomi
焼き付いたまま
yakitsuita mama
想いだけを残して離れてく
omoide dake wo nokoshite hanareteku

Your smile and your playful eyes
still burns
as it leaves behind the memories that depart from me.

君を
kimi wo
求めても届かぬ想い
motometemo todokanu omoi
信じても叶わぬ願い
shinjitemo kanawanu negai
分かってるはずなのに待ち続けた
wakkateru hazu na no ni machi tsuzuketa
あの約束だけ果たされぬまま
ano yakusoku dake hatasarenu mama
流れゆく聖(きよ)しこの夜に
nagareyuku kiyoshi kono yoru ni
君の面影をずっと抱きしめて
kimi no omokage wo zutto dakishimete

Even if
I look for you, my thoughts do not reach you
Even if I believe, my wish doesn't come true
I should have known that, but i continued waiting
Only that promise that has not been fulfilled
flows thru the saintly night
and embraces your face, always.

今宵街は穢(けが)れもなく
koyoi machi wa kegare mo naku
真白(ましろ)に飾られて,
mashiro ni kazararete
足跡見失い
ashiato miushinai

Tonight, the city is untainted
dressed in pure white
the the footprints are lost from sight

あの日君と見上げた空
ano hi kimi to miageta sora
シリウスさえも
SHIRIUSU sae mo
今はもう見えない
ima wa mou mienai

That day I looked up at the sky with you..
Right now
I can't even see SIRIUS

白雪が舞う季節には二人
shirayuki ga mau kisetsu ni wa futari
またこの場所で・・・
mata kono basho de
交わした約束はそのままに
kawashita yakusoku no mama ni

In the season of the dancing snowflakes,
the both of us were still at this place...
where promises exchanged were left as it is

君を
kimi wo
求めないもう願わない
motomenai mou negawanai
戻らないもう忘れたい
modoranai mou wasurenai
君と過ごした日々は遠く
kimi to sugoshita hibi wa tooku
千切れた氷のカケラが
chigireta koori no kakera ga
紡いだ絹の風に揺れながら
tsumuida SHIRUKU no kaze ni yure nagara
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる
gin-iro ni sora wo somete maiochiru

I will not
look or wish for you
You will never return and I want to forget
The days that I spent with you are far away
The broken pieces of ice
while swaying in the wind that is like tha spinning silk
dyes the sky silver as it flutters to the ground.

思い出は残るけど
omoide wa nokoru kedo
想いは薄れてゆく
omoi wa usureteyuku
きっとそんなものさ
kitto sonna mono sa

The memories remain but
my thoughts fade
That's just the way things are

君を
kimi wo
求めても届かぬ想い
motometemo todokanu omoi
信じても叶わぬ願い
shinjitemo kanawanu negai
分かってるはずなのに待ち続けた
wakatteru hazu na no ni machi tsuzuketa
君を
kimi wo
求めないもう戻らない
motomenai mou modoranai
願わないもう忘れたい
negawanai mou wasuretai
君と過ごした日々は遠く
kimi to sugoshita hibi wa tooku
千切れた氷のカケラが
chigireta koori no kakera ga
紡いだ絹の風に揺れながら
tsumuida SHIRUKU no kaze ni yure nagara
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる
gin-iro ni sora wo somete maiochiru

Even if i look for you, my thoughts do not reach you
Even if i believe, my wish doesn't come true
I should have known this but i continued waiting
I will not look for you; you will not return
I will not wish for you; I want to forget
the days i spent with you are far away
The broken pieces of ice
While swaying in the wind that is like the spinning silk
dyes the sky silver as it flutters to the ground.

How beautiful! *sniff*

2006-09-22T14:36:00.000-07:00

Check out 慶太's recording of ブギウギ66 (specially for Gina) HERE
and here's the picture of him wearing that infamous shirt i told u about.

Some quizzes Gina asked me to take on her behalf. If the results can't be seen, just run ur cursor over it and highlight it.

IT'S KEITA!!!!!!!! OH MAN. I bet Gina's basking in ecstacy now.

Once again, Keita

OH IT's RYUICHI THIS TIME!!!

w-inds member you meet at backstage by d2star

your name

w-inds member

Keita

how you meet

you sneak in

what you say

come with me...;)

what he says

HEY sexy

what he does

faints

what you do

smile and ask for more

% of him contacting you

72%

# of guards dragging you away

KEITAAAAA AGAIN!!!!!!

How much this w-inds. member loves you by BabyK-LUVZ-Ryuichi

Your name

Your lover

Keita Tachibana

Year you two become boyfriend and girlfriend

July 2, 2011

Year you get married

April 17, 2022

Does he buy you what ever you want?

Yes

Do you always get your way?

Sometimes

Does he love you?

Not really

Is he willing to risk his life for your safety?

Chance of him really risking his life

59%

Okay that's all for today

Quick post

2006-09-20T20:29:00.000-07:00

Haven't got alot of time. Hafta meet 慶太 and some other friends later.
Yesterday I watched the PV of キレイダ (Kireida), a song that i do not really like.

BUT THE PV IS SO SO 格好いい!!!!! So what happened was that i tried doing the dance sequence and i swung my arm too hard, resulting in me hurting my shoulder.
And yesterday I was listening to I'll Be There and i started tearing a little bit. never tot that the day would come that I would actualy tear as i listen to a song.

2006-09-20T15:27:00.000-07:00

OH I JUST HAFTA COME BACK AND BLOG ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!
I GOT MY HANDS ON TWO NEW W-INDS MP3s!!!
IF.. AND DRIVE-ME-CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
MEANING TO SAY I HAVE THE ENTIRE SONG COLLECTION FROM ブギウギ66!!!!!!!!
OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!
*SCREAMS LIKE CRAZY*
Drive-Me-Crazy sounds pretty interesting. very different from their usual type of music but its great coz it shows off their versatality. If..sounds like a lullaby i felt that towards the end, Keita didn't do a very good job on the 'ooohhhhhhh~" coz he sounds like he's moaning in in pain. Okay Im off to dance. Ryo makes sure he dances for an hr everyday and i must do the same!

Old Habits Die Hard

2006-09-20T14:27:00.000-07:00

♪ 千切れた氷のカケラが
紡いだシルクの風に揺れながら
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる♪

(chigireta koori no kakera ga
tsumuida shiruku no kaze ni yure nagara
gin-iro ni sora wo somete mai ochiru)

Translation:
The pieces of broken ice
While swaying in the spinning-silk wind,
dyes the sky silver as it flutters to the ground

Aren't the lyrics beautiful? That's the opening stanza of 約束のカケラ (Yakusoku No Kakera, Piece of a Promise), the last single released by W-inds in 2005. Of late, I have been suffering from insomnia. Not exactly insomnia. It's like, in the wee hours of the morning, I suddenly wake up and am unable to get back to sleep. And the thing is, everytime when i wake up, be it in the wee hrs of the morning or at 9.30am or 10.30 am, 約束のカケラ will automatically play in my mind.
You know, W-inds lyrics have a really big impact on me. As i listen to 約束のカケラ or the current blog song 十六夜の月 (Izayoi No Tsuki, The Moon Of The 16th Night), I can actually imagine the scenario and feel the pain that is encapsulated in the lyrics. I dunno whether isit because I am abnormal or because my excessive fangirl-ism for W-inds has caused me to be so sensitive to their songs.
Anyway, jap class yesterday ended on a rather unhappy note for me. Guess my reputation for being a step-aholic follows me wherever i go huh. From trying to 'step' my 'chim' English in secondary, I have moved on to 'stepping' in my Jap class too. I mean, if u wanna learn a new language, the best way is to keep speaking it! And thats what i do in my Jap class. I speak jap to my teacher alot in order to acquire adequate practice in order to up my proficiency in the language but what happened? She thought that i was trying to show off. So I am really in a dilemma now. Should i switch to the intermediate class???? Many a times, i have comtemplated that option but i fear that i may not be up to that level yet. So if next time my teacher asks me smth, and i dunno, how should i reply? should I reply in English "I don't know" or in Japanese "知らない"? if i were to reply in English, it would in a way, imply that I am PRETENDING not to know Japanese and that can seriously hamper my progress. But if i reply in Japanese, its just gonna makie my teacher and classmates think that I am an arrogant show-off even more. Anyhow, thats a rhetoric question; no reply is needed altho if u do have suggestions, please do tag?
But on the bright side, my teacher helped me translate some stuff out of my JUNON magazine so i walked outta the class with new found knowledge! But of course, next week, there will be more stuff i need to clarify with her.
Last but not least:
龍一(Ryuichi) wishes 慶太(Keita) a

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDA Y
お誕生日おめでとう　

To Keita ~~Gina~~:
U called people to celebrate my brithday with me but i am sorry I couldn't do the same for you. Just so happened that on that day Ryohei ~~Elim~~ and I have got things on and so we couldn't celebrate with you.
But I'm sure it'll be great when we see each other tmr!

My W-inds Fantasies

2006-09-19T14:56:00.000-07:00

w-inds member you meet at backstage by d2star

your name

w-inds member

Keita

how you meet

break in

what you say

OMGGGG

what he says

W-indsSSSSss

what he does

take photo

what you do

laugh

% of him contacting you

10%

# of guards dragging you away

BREAK IN!!! haha alot like me huh? I must be pretty formidable to have 25 guards dragging me away. On the downside, chances of Keita contacting me is only 10% :(

千葉涼平は結婚する! I AM GONNA MARRY CHIBA RYOHEI. Enuff said XD

OOOOOO RYUICHI HUH?? HAWT!!! >9

怖いですね!!ミュジクースチュジオで二十七??!! でもせめてあの人は涼平くんですよ!!! (This is kinda scary!!! 27 TIMES DAMMIT!!! IN A MUSIC STUDIO!!!!!! But on the bright side, the person is RYOHEI~ Y )

How much this w-inds. member loves you by BabyK-LUVZ-Ryuichi

Your name

Your lover

Ryuichi Ogata

Year you two become boyfriend and girlfriend

November 16, 2010

Year you get married

November 3, 2027

Does he buy you what ever you want?

Sometimes

Do you always get your way?

Does he love you?

Not really

Is he willing to risk his life for your safety?

Chance of him really risking his life

22%

ねえ、龍一くん,私に、あまり好きじゃないでしょうか?平気平気、とにかく、涼平くんと結婚したよ. (You don't really love me do you, Ryu? Its okay. The one I've married is Ryohei anyway. )

Which w-inds member is your Perfect boyfriend? by yakusoku_no_kakera

Name:

Perfect Boyfriend

Keita Tachibana

You gave him on your first date:

w-inds first single

He gave you on your first date

A Kiss

How much you love him

94%

How Much He Loves You

26%

Why would I give him a single when he already owns it? Shouldn't he give it to me instead? And I dun love him 94%. Its less than that.

Ditch me for Keita huh? Told you Ryu wasn't the one for me.

Yesterday i managed to get my hands on the mp3 of Keita's debut single 道標 (michi shirube). It's set for release exactly one month after Gina's birthday! Should I buy it??? Nah..i better buy myself ブギウギ66 first. Speaking of which, this is quite a worrying sign. Why would Keita need to have a solo debut when he is already doing 99% of the singing in W-inds, standing in the center all the time, and topped the popularity polls in some variety show in 2002? Maybe I'm thinking too much. But well, 道標 sounds nice. Can't wait to watch the PV!

Super random post

2006-09-18T14:41:00.000-07:00

here's is smth very stupid about me.
I sometimes do not dare to watch W-inds stuff on youtube because I am scared that I will start crying and go into rabid fangirl mode. But i guess i will hafta overcome that if I wanna get all my latest W-inds updates thru youtube.
Skewing away from W-inds a little, check this out:

Nerdy boy with a voice that makes me go crazy. That's him during the auditions. And this is what bcomes of him now:

ええ~ So pretty! That's Jae Joong "Hero" from 东方神起. He's always standing in the center in all the pictures. There's some speculation that he underwent surgery to enlarge his eyes. I wanna go for that surgery too. Then I will look soo pretty like this:

Like Chiba Ryohei. I must learn how to stop adoring and worshipping him coz he doesn't like it. And here's one thing that got me into a state of panic:
"The night could not get better when J-pop sensation w-inds took the stadium by storm with their hits "Shiki," "Trial," "MC" and ruled the crowd when they performed "Boogie Woogie 66" for the first time ever"
-Taken from the MTV webby.
The thing that got me panicking was when they mentioned that W-inds performed "MC". WHAT IS MC??!!!!! I KNOW EVERY SINGLE W-INDS SONG and HOW COME I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS "MC"??!! I started getting into a frenzy and checked several websites that offered info on the entire W-inds discography and the closest thing that I could get to "MC" was probably 'Moon Clock' which is this really retarded song that was track #2 on their first single Forever memories WHICH WAS RELEASED 5 YEARS AGO??!!! Oh dear..guess I will hafta watch their perf this sat to find out. Jap class tmr!!!!! im so gonna bring my JUNON magazine and start asking Kuriyama-sensei everything that i do not know and hopefully walk outta there with new found knowledge!

Post With Minimal Pics

2006-09-17T15:14:00.000-07:00

Minimal pics. Yup. Coz my cam can't snap a single thing in the dark! hafta wait till the others send me the pics.
Anyways yesterday we had our class gathering! It was so so great. People from other classes came too but ahh..it was a BGSS affair so it was fine.
The weather was nice initially until it started raining when Umi, Glenn, Gina and i reached Pasir Ris.
We were freezing cold and we when we got there, we looked like we just got out of the shower or smth.

Me, Gina, Nadia and Sharifa

The girls who wore black. This pic was taken by my horrible camera and has been lightened. Pity it still sucks. Its okay! Hasina has a better version of this pic, i trust :)

WOAH! Check out the background! The pic has NOT been digitally manipulated.

~~Keita and Ryuichi~~ Gina and me.

Okay that's all for now till i get the rest of the pics. Spent the nite eating and taking pics and playing with firecrackers. The attendance of the 4/3-ians was pretty good too! Let's see..
Me ~~Ryuichi~~
Gina ~~Keita~~
Elim ~~Ryohei~~
Umi
Glenn
Aisha
Hasina
Yasmin
Nadia
Sharifa
Kairen
Jackson
Shaohao
Junjie
Shaman
Kaiyin
Kaixiang
Yu An
Amal
19 people! That's like almost half the class!
Let's have another gathering/outing soon! Its so nice to see that we're still so united even tho its close to a year since we graduated =D

Which w-inds. member is gonna be ur bedmate? by w_inds_obsesser
Username
When	March 17, 2043
Number of nights	8
Where	Great outdoors(tent)
Which member	Tachibana Keita

Which w-inds. member will you marry? by xmomox
Your Name
Fav Song
Fav color
Husband	Ryuichi Ogata
Location	In a car
When	August 12, 2010
Money he spends on you	$11,684,596

Which w-inds. member will you marry? by xmomox
Your Name
Fav Song
Fav color
Husband	Ryohei Chiba
Location	Your room
When	June 1, 2019
Money he spends on you	$38,209,642

Which w-inds. member is gonna be ur bedmate? by w_inds_obsesser
Username
When	December 20, 2022
Number of nights	10
Where	Great outdoors(tent)
Which member	Ogata Ryuichi

Mission: Stalk W-inds by xosadakoxo
Your name
Who you stalked	Ryuichi
What you did	You glomped him forcefully!
Does he like you?	No, he thinks you"re scary.

W-INDS. wedding crasher by lovewfl_forever
Username
Age
Whose wedding you crashed	RYOHEI
Who was he marrying?	HIS CHILDHOOD SWEETHEART
What did he do about it?	WENT CRAZY

(Jpop) The W-inds. guy for you~! by minazukii
Name
Age
W-inds guy:

Your W-inds Romance! by omikun
Name
You will you marry?	Ryuichi
On	August 26, 2029
How does your W-inds husband feel about the marrag	"Who is this crazy person!"
What do you feel about the marrage?	"<3 <3 <3"
Will it last?	He ditches you right after the wedding for a band mate.

Atashi No Sekai

Two Different Directionf For two Diff Types Of ppl

いやああああ～

Spare me! (writing in his style practice #2)

Writing in His Style Practice #1

Oh the sorrow!

OHMYGAWD

Ramblings Of A Lovesick Ingenue

Wuthering Heights

If...

TWO VERY BEAUTIFUL W-INDS. SONGS I JUSt HAFTA TRANSLATE AND SHARE WITH EVERYONE

OHMYGAWWWWDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

X3

English

Love is...

Ugly is The New Beautiful

300

How could this be...

STUPID EFFED UP BIRTHDAY

Last Post.......probably

BWAAAAAA HANAMUKE

Post #2 for today

A w-inds. Dream

SCREENSHOTS!!!

First day of school!

A very Long post to start the year.

A Sweet Dream

Stuff that happened recently + w-inds. fangirlism

YOU MUST BE JEALOUS OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MOST INCREDIBLE DREAM EVARRR

ZOMFGH~~!!!!

W-INDS FEVER LIKE NOBODY'S BIZ

W-INDS. CALENDAR!!!!!

One Litre of tears

Short post before I leave for piano

Day out with Van!!!!!!!

For Gina!!!! fu fu fu~ >:D

Last post???? Yes, no, maybe, I don't know

w-inds. latest performance + anti-Keita post#2

two Days worth of events

mad Fangirl-ism

I WANT YOU TO COLOR MY WORLD!!

BALLOONS

weee~

全く！！！！！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAIYIN!!!!

ITS FINALLY OVER

GAh

悪いな!!!!

Scared shitless

私を驚かすの写真！！！！

Nothing can heal my broken heart now

いよいいよいな！！！！！！！！

慶太くん、君は、私に報復をさて！！！

Keita's Blog Entry #5!!!!

My 2nd Entry of the day!!

Yay Keita Updated his blog again!!!!!

A Two Part Post

Photos

Translation For Dedicated To You

Blogging from the School's Lab

DOUBLE YOU TEE EFF

Vid Spam

Dedicated To You (Yes it's that w-inds. song)

Pearl Dance Instrumental RAWKS!!!!

涼ーちゃん、君は私が夢中をさせて!!!

四季

All The songs I Translate Are by **w-inds.**

栗山ー先生が大好き!! =D

School is Starting soon..WAY TOO SOON in fact

My New Hobby II

THE PATHETIC W-INDS. FANGIRL WROTE FIVE PARTS IN THIS POST

Quick post

Old Habits Die Hard

My W-inds Fantasies

Super random post

Post With Minimal Pics

All The songs I Translate Are by w-inds.